A place I used to feel so at home
Just didnt feel right
And again I felt so alone
I needed someone to hold me tight

My friends were there
But I didnt feel the same
Most of them ignored me, most of them didnt care
I dunno, maybe I'm paranoid, maybe I'm insane

All of these thoughts getting mixed up
Pounding inside my head
This time I give up
I wish I was dead

Walking home
Getting called names by people I dont know
Yet again I'm all alone
Their taunts, their insults just echo
Over and over in my head
Making me feel so hurt, so dead

Each step I took
Made me want to shed one more tear
No one cared enough to ask, they pretended not to look
No one wanted to come near
I was alone again

I wish I could just go one day
Where everyone leaves me alone
Where everyone doesnt hurt me in some way
Just one day, where I dont feel on my own

The tears running down my face
Mixing with the rain
When I walked away, not one of you bothered to chase
Its killing me, I couldnt bear all the pain
I tried to forget today, but it wont erase

I'm not one of your friends
I never really was and I never will be
Because soon it ends
And not one of you will see
I tried so hard to be a good friend to you
But it wasnt returned so I wont see it through

Obviously the friendship we shared
Was only one way
As each day went by, the less you cared
The next time I see you, I dont know what I will say

Maybe it will be nothing
I might just show you my pain
Maybe it will be everything
But then you would just ignore me again