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One Bittersweet Tear
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Mysteria 
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada 
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 ~* One Bittersweet Tear *~ © Mysteria 28/12/2002 How ironic. The call came to collect you on her birthday. This time it won’t pass as so many years did before without candles or songs for today she has her gift. I can’t help but wonder when will peace come to my soul? That torturing question surfaces like sickening bile in my throat causing a burning caustic lump that sizzles in want of answers. Was I a token gift to them both? Some part of a master plan, some glue to fix what went array? Was it a cruel joke played creating a cold game of life acted out for over half a century by three unwilling victims? One bittersweet tear escapes and burns down my cheek in sync with the rise and fall of a burdened chest, so labored by circumstances. I can barely house the heart of a lifetime of sadness. My brow is soaking wet from wringing my mind out with questions of my past. My body is so raw for answers, but not a single drop of relief is expelled but that one tear. Today cradling his ashes in my arms, like I once held hers, I wonder if either of them ever held me as tenderly. I think that surely neither of them is as cold as my heart is this day, as another bittersweet tear gently rolls down my cheek. [This message has been edited by Mysteria (12-28-2002 11:55 PM).] |
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Startime Member Ascendant
since 2000-10-03
Posts 5918Canada |
As a tear rolls down my cheeks I feel the words of your poem. I return to feel the thoughts and feelings you express so well...wonderful. |
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Seymour Tabin Member Empyrean
since 1999-07-07
Posts 31720Tamarac Fla |
Sharon, A very strong and meaningful write. |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Sharon, this really touched my heart. You wrote of the hurt so well....  "Love makes the world go around" |
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Fee Member
since 2000-08-07
Posts 381Melbourne, Australia |
Sharon, A pain I know to well. Nicely written. Hugs Fee Expressions, |
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Martie
Moderator
Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Dear Sharon There is much more than one tear in this poem...I hear a scream, a child, a song, and many questions, and yes love, I hear love. I wish I could give you this really...  |
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RSWells Member Elite
since 2001-06-17
Posts 2533 |
Jesus Sharon! Like a long distance runner we hit the "wall", and it hurts. Some things we can't run from. They collect us as patient as a cold blooded amphibian awaits it's catch. We, the warm blooded stand no chance and only our humanity will see us through. You, a good person rise above. You will. |
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Kit McCallum
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Member Laureate
since 2000-04-30
Posts 14774Ontario, Canada |
Oh Sharon. If I could race through the phonelines to give you a hug right now, I surely would. A very powerful piece of your heart and mind has been captured through this single tear. Take care sweet friend. Best wishes and many hugs to you, /Kit |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
prayers and thoughts...with you always.  |
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Elizabeth Santos Member Rara Avis
since 1999-11-08
Posts 9269Pennsylvania |
Sharon Abuse is one of the strongest forms of rejection, and rejection is the worst kind of pain. you have left your own trail of tears over the years, and despite the bitter sorrow in this poem, I must say that the release of your feelings has brought out the best in your writing, which has left a trail of tesrs on my keyboard. Because I love you as a dear friend, your words touch me even deeper. I hope you will refer back to a poem I e-mailed to you when I knew of your father's death. I think you may have missed it. I already knew what you were feeling. Much love Liz |
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Sunshine
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
With each tap of key you underscored the answers to the questions, long gone unanswered... some parents aren't meant to be in control of a young life... but in the lessons learned, through the trial of error perceived, you grew into such a state of womanhood and became one of the better mothers your child would ever know. My heart and hugs are with you... |
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ThisDiamond Member Rara Avis
since 2002-02-22
Posts 9353Michigan, USA |
Powerful write...and a lasting understanding of survivors everywhere. Peace to you. ThisDiamond |
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Muys Member
since 2002-04-06
Posts 389The Netherlands |
So a l wonderful Poem Mysteria before the end of the year Love Muys |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
I won't say who sent this to me, but I also wish him the peace one day that his words brought me this morning. So, in part it went... quote: The past is an ongoing trigger to those that have been abused and they can go one of two ways, that is a choice. There are those of us who chose to live as healthy a life as we could to see our children were indeed loved, and cared for in spite of our abuse. I think those folks were meant to guide the young to do the same and not repeat the cycle. I know one thing we sure can see abuse in front of us, so here is how: Look for it! It is in their eyes, you can see it living there. Ask about it, and make sure you don't just pass a child by, as they have been threatened not to speak and have no voice, but they can nod...that is what saved me once when I was very little, a simple nod. If it is someone else's child you can not be arrested for asking questions, and if it is your child, talk to him/her - and remember most abuse is right in your own home please. Thank you all for reading this. I liked Muys comment and it made me smile - yes Muys, this sure is a wonderful poem before the end of the year. Today truly is the beginning of the rest of my life! Thank you all for reading this. May a handshake, smile, kiss or a hug be the best present you give or receive this year. [This message has been edited by Mysteria (12-29-2002 02:49 PM).] |
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sigheyes Member
since 2001-04-25
Posts 323the winds of destiny |
A poignant but wonderful writing of expressions from your soul. Very healing write. |
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vandana
since 1999-10-22
Posts 10463USA |
enjoy your read  |
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Janet Marie Member Laureate
since 2000-01-22
Posts 18554 |
you already know what I'm thinking.... heart-hugs and admiration to you dear poetess |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
Posts 13989 |
Sharon you are in my thoughts, my prayers always dear friend. You are a remarkable woman, and I am so very proud to call you friend. |
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Nightshade
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962just out of reach |
Sharon - so touching - tears well up in my eyes. Bless you. Chris "Hope" is the thing with feathers- |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Thank you for reading this as I wrote it right in the submission area, and posted it. I had to. Later, I came across that picture that was exactly the way I felt and what I wanted to project. This was a most urgent purge as it did not stop until it was done and posted just as it is here, and these ones feel the best for me when expelled. |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(tears fall down my cheeks) Oh Sharon, my heart goes out to you, sweet friend, I know of this hurt so much and every new years eve I get kind of overemotional because that Pinocchio song "When You Wish..." comes to my mind and how I want so much to have Joanna and live my dreams for children! (big hugggsssssss) I send angel hugs your way, sweet friend, God Bless You, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Sharon, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..." |
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Nan
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-05-20
Posts 21191Cape Cod Massachusetts USA |
This is one of the strongest and most significant poems you've ever written, Sharon - I have no doubt of it - You put every ounce of yourself into it... Remember one very important thing. Our experiences define us. They mold our lives and our futures. Your personal experiences have given you the wisdom to become the loving and caring person that you are. You give to others each and every day of your life. Perhaps you're making up for losses in the past, but you're doing it all the same. You're an amazing lady who helps those in need - Don't ever change...  |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Noah I hope your dream comes true sooner than you think it will - you deserve that in your young life. Nan - that is the nicest thing you have ever said to me you know that right? By the way as long as I will be needed I will be there clicking my heels. |
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