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nakdthoughts
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since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

0 posted 2002-12-09 11:32 PM

'Til You Choke

I understand the fade of love,
the difficult, they try to be.
At times I want to strangle hold
those feelings deep inside of me.

I understand the soft of heart
that rises when I try to be.
The challenge is to overcome
those feelings deep inside of me.

~~*~~

I shadowed you, this evening's haze.
I wandered searching, combed the night.
Illusions followed me, bewitched
until I sank below contrite.

I don't regret a thing I've said.
I've wished for what can never be.
I'm targeted by others' force
to peel the outer skin of me.

~~*~~

Rueful I am, heart in fade,
hunted down by words that pain.
Reality is but a dream
de-tongued, this moment, you should reign

To swallow words that shouldn't sound
and taste your loathing 'til you choke,
compress your phrases into thoughts
that jam your mind in backhand stroke.

~~*~~

No understanding are these words
to those who haven't felt the ire.
Release I must, the torment of
this fury that destroys desire.

M

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less."
(Will Moss)

RSWells
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since 2001-06-17

Posts 2533

1 posted 2002-12-09 11:39 PM

It isn't easy is it? Understood.

nakdthoughts
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since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

2 posted 2002-12-09 11:42 PM

I'd like to force some of those words down his throat *s

but instead I behave myself and smile...for now

Thanks
M

and tomorrow he will appear at the door and be as nice as can be...

passing shadows
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since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

3 posted 2002-12-10 02:04 AM

excellent M!

Paul Wilson

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since 2002-07-07

Posts 4711
United States

4 posted 2002-12-10 02:40 AM

Maureen~ As always your words touch my heart.
I hope all turns out well.

...Paul

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

5 posted 2002-12-10 08:09 AM

ps..I hate to be in this kind of mood..but it sure feels good releasing it *s
Thank you for feeling what I write.

Thank you Paul

M

gemjop
Member Elite

since 2002-11-18

Posts 2587
Pencilveinia, USA

6 posted 2004-06-06 03:21 PM

I'm so glad I found this. This is one of your most visual, and beautiful I've read.

hugs maureen. x

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