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SmartChick
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-09-23

Posts 7081
On A Journey To The Unknown

0 posted 2002-12-09 10:36 AM

After About A Year
~ By Sue ~

To tell you that I am happy, would only be a lie
I sit here all day long and all I do is sigh

Just wishing things were like they were before
That night you came then walked right out that door

I try to tell myself, that I don't even care
But, to tell myself such a lie would be unfair

Those feelings that I had for you were always true
Now I find myself not knowing what I should do

It seemed to me that you and I were meant to be
Together for the rest of all eternity

I guess this is one of those times when I was wrong
It was because of all the things you did that made me strong

You broke my heart so many times, I cried alot of tears
In time I think this heart will mend after about a year

I will remember all the things you said and did to me
And realize how much better off without you I will be

12-8-02

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

1 posted 2002-12-09 02:53 PM

you gotta get up and get moving around Sue! Get out and do something...volunteer for a cause...it is a powerful thing to finally relaize that you are one person and you are alone now, but it's more powerful to realize what it is you can do as one person and being alone if you find yourself and realize that this is your life and you will control it, not letting someone else have it!

NewEnglandlazurlu
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-01-04

Posts 7470
A Mountain Paradise

2 posted 2002-12-09 03:44 PM

My friend, it sounds like you're having a bad day. I'm so sorry.

How about going for a walk. Perhaps you'll see some of those beautiful deer you told me about.

Sending you a big hug, Marti

garysgirl

Member Laureate

since 2002-09-29

Posts 19237
Florida, USA

3 posted 2002-12-09 03:51 PM

Sue, the holidays really can make a person more sad, can't they? I'm sorry that you're feeling this way, but glad that you're sounding more positive. Just remember, sweet friend, that when someone really loves another person, it can't be turned on and off like a water faucet.
Hope you feel better soon, friend.

"Love makes the world go around"
~~with love and hugs from Ethel~~

Enchantress
Member Empyrean

since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

4 posted 2002-12-09 03:58 PM

"I will remember all the things you said and did to me
And realize how much better off without you I will be"

Sue sweetie...just keep these last lines in mind whenever you get to wondering if you made the right move.
You're doing great! I'm so proud of you!
~Hugs~

~ Life is too short not to believe in Santa Claus ~

Earth Angel
Member Empyrean

since 2002-08-27

Posts 40215
Realms of Light

5 posted 2002-12-09 07:01 PM

Sue, often on the road to recovery, we take two steps forward and then one step back. But overall, we are heading in the right direction. It is good to see that you can visualize yourself being stronger in about a year's time. Keep that thought! You are going to get through this and you will be redefining yourself in the process!

--"And this too shall pass!" is like a mantra of mine that I say repeatedly when I have gone through difficult times in my life. It really does help me!---and guess what?!? The bad time does pass!

I think that you have been doing incredibly well. Don't be hard on yourself when you take a step back. Use that time to regroup and then forge onward and upward!

~ sending you lots of love and light

Linda

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

6 posted 2002-12-10 07:51 AM

very strong emotions Sue..but you will make it

M

Midnitesun

Member Empyrean

since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

7 posted 2002-12-10 11:02 AM

I'm saving this one Sue, to return it to you next year, so you can smile as you get back onto that horse and ride into your future, with no regrets.

Titia Geertman
Member Ascendant

since 2001-05-07

Posts 5182
Netherlands

8 posted 2002-12-10 06:29 PM

Sue, you should print those last lines a couple of times and stick them on everything in your house. That will wash away your doubts for sure, dear friend, because you're far better off without him!

Hugs, Titia

Like scattered leaves...my words will flow

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

9 posted 2002-12-10 11:58 PM

(sigh) Oh Sue, this is very heartfelt, sweet friend, God Bless You, we all send angel hugs of compassion out to you, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Sue, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..."

Shakira

[This message has been edited by Mistletoe Angel (12-10-2002 11:58 PM).]

vandana

Member Patricius

since 1999-10-22

Posts 10463
USA

10 posted 2002-12-11 08:41 PM

nice read

ThisDiamond
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-02-22

Posts 9353
Michigan, USA

11 posted 2002-12-11 09:28 PM

Staying right with you my dear...
Good write...Take heart, you have the sail and you know how to steer. ThisDiamond

SmartChick
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-09-23

Posts 7081
On A Journey To The Unknown

12 posted 2002-12-12 08:33 AM

Thank you all for your replies. And, for your support.

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