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EagleScorpion
Senior Member

since 2000-03-08

Posts 1644
Here, Now, Forever

0 posted 2002-11-11 12:27 PM

My world is cold and without love.

Destined for pain I am, I am, I do not know how to love.

I cant even call this depression. This is far worse.

I dont know what it is.. . A calling?

I guess I see it everyday.

I take it for granted, just like everything else in this McLife of mine.

This question that drifts by me as I amble torwards death a day at a time.

Of course its gonna be ok after I'm dead. Thats a given. It's this dumb life that I'm living now.

I have nothing.. and I am left now to pity myself.

Theres nobody out there for me...

Among any of those ill-gotten dreams we are pitifully capable of..

Pain and neglect is all I will ever know.

This is the fate I have chosen.

you dont know what this is like, being me.

You dont know what it is like..

YOU dont know what it is like...

at LEAST you care

i dont.

enjoy your stupid life, fool
i wont be around much longer.
i'll see you again when all of our stupid souls come together and talk about how stupid we were.

tell me, what do you get out of this?
be careful

whats the frikkin point?
im not laughing
this is pain.

I have sent you nothing but angels, and I have placed nothing but miracles before you.

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

1 posted 2002-11-11 03:30 AM

I don't know how to love either. Of course, by now I'm used to that...everyone around me is not though.

EagleScorpion
Senior Member

since 2000-03-08

Posts 1644
Here, Now, Forever

2 posted 2002-11-11 01:22 PM

anger anger anger.. i am angry.. still angry.... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

when does it end????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????we are all sheep

GOlDsparklESS
Member

since 2001-12-13

Posts 428
central nj

3 posted 2002-11-16 12:57 PM

hmm. you're not as alone as you think.

Birth is a beginning, death is a destination;
But life is a journey, a sacred pilgramage
Made stage by stage-from birth to death
towards Eternity

majnu

Senior Member

since 2002-10-13

Posts 1088
SF Bay Area

4 posted 2002-11-16 01:16 PM

"the noblest batles are fought in vain" Cyrano - Rostand.

don't bellyache get off your arse and do something.

-majnu
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Timid thoughts be not afraid. I am a Poet.

Midnitesun

Member Empyrean

since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

5 posted 2002-11-16 01:21 PM

'This is the fate I have chosen.'

Time to choose a different one?
Get outside of yourself for a while, a new view can really change the outcome.

Magnus

Member Laureate

since 2001-10-10

Posts 14135
South Carolina, USA

6 posted 2002-11-16 01:34 PM

As I've said,  the human mind can be either a
bed of roses,  a calm sunny day  or a
dungeon full of skeletons...any second of
the day...  Just depends what we want to
let it be...

WE control our destiny....we make ourselves
what we are...that is the bottom line...

EagleScorpion
Senior Member

since 2000-03-08

Posts 1644
Here, Now, Forever

7 posted 2002-11-18 02:37 AM

shut up

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