Open Poetry #23 |
Feelings of Suicide. |
SeanD Junior Member
since 2002-11-02
Posts 12 |
yes i know, im punned as a love poet so far. yet, what love does to you or makes you feel within a reaction is also words to remember. Here it is : The emptiness and darkness is returning, that lonely feeling; the heart is burning. Once, I pushed those feelings away, they were gone for awhile, they're back today. This time could be the end for me, I could finally be gone-my sad soul set free. The empty hollowness in my chest gone forever, could it happen? please? no-never! I was so happy for a long time there, the pain disappeared, ran off somewhere. It didn't go too far, found its way back, right when my life was finally on track. Finally I've come to a harsh conclusion, all my hopes and dreams have been an illusion. So much heartache, pain and strife, what I want is to end this life. That won't happen, I'm not brave enough, tell me why this life has to be so rough. Your help, dear Lord, is what I need, nobody knows how my heart does bleed. Everything’s piling up, I'm quickly sinking, no rope to grab is what I'm thinking... [This message has been edited by SeanD (11-05-2002 07:02 PM).] |
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Kethry Member Rara Avis
since 2000-07-29
Posts 9082Victoria Australia |
Sean, theres always a rope, and that rope is friends on this site. Kethry Here in the midst of my lonely abyss, a single joy I find...your presence in my mind. Unknown |
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Faye Junior Member
since 2002-11-04
Posts 14The world of Dreams&Memories |
"Everything’s piling up, I'm quickly sinking, no rope to grab is what I'm thinking..." Its what your thinking...but your not sure... |
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majnu
since 2002-10-13
Posts 1088SF Bay Area |
keep your guts man. use this site to vent and talk to people who understand and want to listen. there is always a rope if you will yourself to find it. |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(big hugggssssssss) Oh Sean, believe me, I used to have these feelings all throughout my boyhood, I used to feel no one would ever loved me and I was born to be heartbroken, but as I went on I have found this place, filled with wonderful friends, and we are all proud of you and will always hand you this rope! (sigh) God Bless You, sweet friend, I send angel hugs of comfort your way, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Sean, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..." |
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