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laurie
Member

since 2003-05-28

Posts 153
canada, ontario

0 posted 2003-06-05 01:14 PM

My friends get angry with me
when l refuse to eat,
but... why can't they understand?
l've tried to show,
and l've tried to explain,
but they never see,
no matter how hard l try.
Maybe l'm just pushing them away.
Maybe l just don't deserve true friends.
Was l delusional in thinking l'd finally
found someone l could trust?
ls it my fault,
that she thinks lm doing it to wound,
gain the attention l never had,
never wanted?
Please.
Tell me.
What did l do,
to deserve this pain?
Are the secrets burried so deep inside
finally breaking free of my mind,
to bring down the walls around my heart,,
and bringing me to my knees?
l'm on the verge of givig up,
so tell me, is there a reason to try?

ESP
Member Elite

since 2000-01-25

Posts 2556
Floating gently on a cloud....

1 posted 2003-06-05 02:30 PM

Yes Laurie there IS a reason to try!!! In fact, there are so many reasons to try......*hugs*, lil angel, u know I'm here for you. So you keep on trying, ok? Take it a day at a time.....
Luv, Liz xxx
oh, PS: This is a good poem, I feel the pain radiating off the page. I hope to see some joy radiating off it sometime in the future

You've got talent, girl!! (See? Already a reason to keep going and keep trying

)

"Gorge the honey from life, and live through the stomach aches knowing they will pass..." ~Liz Pinard 2003~

SarBear
Member

since 2003-06-05

Posts 205
Massachusetts

2 posted 2003-06-05 02:32 PM

You are so good-i also dont eat as I should if you know what I mean. I understand you completely.

laurie
Member

since 2003-05-28

Posts 153
canada, ontario

3 posted 2003-06-05 04:18 PM

thanx, guys... if you ever need to talk, sarbare, l'm at surizza@hotmail.com.
just cause we're not anoreix or bulimic, doesn't mean our problem isn't serious, or that we don't hurt. and if u r bulimc/anorexic, u can still email me, cause it's the same either way when it comes right down to it... so yeah.. thanx, liz... ur a great friend... l'm serious when l say to email me if u wanna talk, sar... sometimes a listening ear (or hand) can do wonders..
laurie.

infinite disaster
Member

since 2003-06-01

Posts 69
Illinois

4 posted 2003-06-06 01:04 AM

i want to thank you for ur respond to my poems. i appreicate that ur willing to take ur time to talk to me. my email is: tonysa@family-net.net so i hope we can become friends.
much love, akie

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