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lingering thoughts
Member

since 2003-05-03

Posts 70
Illinois, USA

0 posted 2003-06-03 02:58 PM

Put into words things i can not speak
show the truth within me
things that make me weak
the invisable shield surrounding
it wont let my pain creep
around me for protection
every word is just a peep

this everlasting wound will never go away
burying deep inside me
i find it hard to rise and start another day
so should i resist the near tempation
of breaking free of this shield
or so ever let it be
maybe its there for a reason
so no more pain will come
but how do i release
the darkness thats just begun

tempting to shatter each piece
one by one little by little
each piece that is free
a new me is released
soon the truth will be out
but to my dismay
this 'unknown truth'
wasnt really me
who was i trying to fool
not the lookers eye
every thought was deciet
i was living a lie
not for them but for me
trying to fit in
trying to stand out
i convinced myself
every word should be a shout

i now know the truth
each thought i used to cast aside
was the real me ...
now im really alive

hey

im not sure if i stetched this poem out or what it meant to be shorter ...OOPS !!! so tell me if you think it all goes together and if it makes any sense ! thanks !

*Cassandra

spritrider87
Member

since 2003-05-31

Posts 294
NH

1 posted 2003-06-03 03:12 PM

it makes sense to me. though i feel like never waking up in the morning.....so i dont know if it is just me. keep writing.

i am in trouble but no one knows it if you can figure out my messages thenhelp me.

BrokenDreams
Member

since 2003-02-09

Posts 425
In The Clouds

2 posted 2003-06-04 12:15 PM

I really like this one. I've felt that way before...I'm doing better now, and I hope thigns get better for you.
::Jen::

If you listen hard enough silence can mean more than words.

lingering thoughts
Member

since 2003-05-03

Posts 70
Illinois, USA

3 posted 2003-06-04 04:30 PM

thanks for replying ... yeah i hope things get better too !
love *

infinite disaster
Member

since 2003-06-01

Posts 69
Illinois

4 posted 2003-06-04 10:11 PM

lie hunni, it's spelled lie. not lye. silly goose. but thanks anyways. hmm...i wonder who i was talking about in that poem? *lol* i like ur poem a lot. it seems so negative. are u sure ur not hiding any negative feelings? *lol*

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