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My Biggest and Darkest Sceret
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My Biggest and Darkest Sceret |
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spritrider87 Member
since 2003-05-31
Posts 294NH |
I sit here and wonder if I’m doing the right thing Should I push my friends away as I have been Or should I just give up Do I continue to hide behind these walls I have made Or do I show them all that I’m just a wimp Will they laugh at me if I do Do I tell them my deepest darkest secret Or do I keep it to myself Should I be afraid of what they would say And if they laugh at me and turn their backs Should I care They don’t know what is wrong with me And I’m not sure I should tell Would they look at me differently Would they even care Could we still be friends Or would they throw me to the side to forever be a freak Would they start rumors and laugh at me Would they beat me up I think I should keep it to myself But I’m not totally sure If they are my friends Shouldn’t they try to understand Bit if I tell Would they stop talking to me Would they keep my secrets I don’t know what to do I don’t think I would even be able to say it Should I tell you guys Will you try to understand I need to know Please tell me the truth And if I tell you and you are disgusted Would you keep everything you know about me secret This is the question I need answered most So will you please tell me And please try to understand I need your help Please, please try to understand |
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laurie Member
since 2003-05-28
Posts 153canada, ontario |
l know exactly how you feel, l went through the same set of fears and hopes when l told my freinds l was gay, and lter when l told them something else... whatever your secret is, you'll get through it, and if you need to talk to someone who knows what its like to live a lie your entire life, l'm here... surizza@hotmail.com you worded this in an amazing way, but more important, you got the feelings out, so even if they come back in five minutes, they won't be as bad. this is a wonderful peace of work... l'm gonna print it, if u don mind. laurie. |
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spritrider87 Member
since 2003-05-31
Posts 294NH |
go ahead and print it. i dont mind at all. thanks for the support. i can smile a little now  see you around spritrider87 i am in trouble but no one knows it if you can figure out my messages thenhelp me. |
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kaile
since 2000-02-06
Posts 5146singapore |
hmm, i wonder a lot about friendships myself too...good write on this topic Or would they throw me to the side to forever be a freak I know it sounds cliched but true friends don't ditch you aside...they stand by you and work with you all the negativity you are feeling...of course, you have to decide whether these friends are trustworthy before you confide in them. although even if you deem them reliable, it's hard to come out as this places you in a vulnerable position and it may be a sucky place to be, ya? hugs...i hope it all works out |
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spritrider87 Member
since 2003-05-31
Posts 294NH |
kaile thanks again. im not to good with the friend thing i always seem to chose the wrong people. but ill get it right some day. other people i write about me and what i am going through and how i feel there is no charater but me. had to clear that up. sorry. thanks everyone i am in trouble but no one knows it if you can figure out my messages thenhelp me. |
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lingering thoughts Member
since 2003-05-03
Posts 70Illinois, USA |
i liked the poem i can tell you put a lot of emotion into it ... i hope things go well for you with your friends *Cassandra |
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ESP Member Elite
since 2000-01-25
Posts 2556Floating gently on a cloud.... |
Hey Teen-angel... Remember our group and our promise to be there....and smile You'll spread your wings and soar like you were born to, believe it! Talk to you later, Liz xxx "Gorge the honey from life, and live through the stomach aches knowing they will pass..." ~Liz Pinard 2003~ |
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brezee Member
since 2003-06-02
Posts 140 |
hey i hope you find the answers to your problem, i just have to say one thing, you should not be worried about what others will say. but here's something to remember (in poem form) all you can do is tell them how you feel, and if they reject you for that, then thier friendship is not real. so find out if it is, good luck |
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spritrider87 Member
since 2003-05-31
Posts 294NH |
thanks everyone. ill try to read your poetry too. i am in trouble but no one knows it if you can figure out my messages thenhelp me. |
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