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AlostHeart
Member

since 2003-05-01

Posts 78
Wisconsin, U.S.

0 posted 2003-05-20 05:27 PM

I'm sitting here on the sidelines
Seeing you so happy,and me,
me with my game face on not letting you see my pain.

The pain that i caused myself for you
I see the way he looks at you and the way you look at him.
My god it almost makes me sick.

But I know thats how I acted when I was Head over heals for the same guy.
When I thought that he liked me.

Then I hear it's not me he likes at all.
It's you the person i'm closest to most of all.
Now I take a huge fall.

DOwn....................
DOwn....................

Now I see it isn't me.
But I pretend i'm over him
For your sake

Here I sit on the sidelines watching you two from far far away.
Holding my breath,
trying not to release the truth
I hold it back.

you smile and wave at me ith your other hand in his.
I smile back wave and shut everything away as you appproach me.
I sit there say "hi" and forget everything i thought, everything i felt, and most of all the person I once loved.

JingleBear
Member

since 2003-05-08

Posts 76
Pennsylvania, USA

1 posted 2003-05-20 05:54 PM

Don't say what you write normally sucks butt! It's not true! This was a very good poem, and best of all, I could relate to it 100%! The wanting of your friend's treasure.. Good job!

FlyingCloud
Member

since 2003-04-28

Posts 151
A little place inside my head

2 posted 2003-05-20 06:01 PM

I like this write. It was well done.

Always remember to forget
The friends that proved untrue.
But never forget to remember
Those who have stuck by you.
-Anon

xxshadowxx
Junior Member

since 2003-05-17

Posts 43
Texas

3 posted 2003-05-20 06:35 PM

I can relate to how you feel. It sucks knowing some you really like.. likes some one other than you. I liked your poem. keep up the good work!!
~Carrie~

ps
dont say the things you write sucks.. It's not about how good or bad the things you write are..It's about releasing your feelings let your creativity flow.. But most of all it's about being your self.

"Hard days made me, hard nights shaped me"

BrokenDreams
Member

since 2003-02-09

Posts 425
In The Clouds

4 posted 2003-05-20 07:51 PM

Tori I'm sorry. You know I'd never intentionally hurt you. If seeing me and Brad hurt you so much you should have told me. You know that if I would have known that I wouldn't flirt with him or anything. You are more important to me than any guy, no matter how much I may like him. Remember that. My friends mean the world to me, and it kills me to know that I've hurt them somehow. I wish you had told me sooner that you felt like that, but at least I know now. I love you girl!
Jenni

There are three kinds of people in this world, those who can count, and those who can't.

AlostHeart
Member

since 2003-05-01

Posts 78
Wisconsin, U.S.

5 posted 2003-05-20 10:29 PM

Thanks everyone! making me feel a little better inside!
~Tori Louise~

Dont ever love a guy that will never love you back, no matter how hard you try.

peachesNcream
Senior Member

since 2001-08-21

Posts 513
Ocean Of Tears

6 posted 2003-05-21 10:20 AM

Oh my! Oh my! This was a great poem...I can relate to this so much...~Jess

"What I am is good enough if I would only be it openly."

AlostHeart
Member

since 2003-05-01

Posts 78
Wisconsin, U.S.

7 posted 2003-05-21 05:09 PM

Thanks!

Dont ever love a guy that will never love you back, no matter how hard you try.

snoduck
Member

since 2002-11-15

Posts 99
Selah, WA

8 posted 2003-05-24 09:39 PM

i must say, very emotional. I really liked it. believe me, i've been there, i feel your pain. I hope things get better and just remember boys aren't everything. Thank for the replies, and thanks for posting!

-Erica-

SilentTears
Member

since 2003-02-15

Posts 371
Lost and Broken

9 posted 2003-05-26 12:25 PM

Oh wow...this was a very good poem. Very sad...I like it. Nice work.

As I smile at everyone else, I'm dying inside... ~Me

AlostHeart
Member

since 2003-05-01

Posts 78
Wisconsin, U.S.

10 posted 2003-05-26 05:58 PM

Thanks

Dont ever love a guy that will never love you back, no matter how hard you try.

AlostHeart
Member

since 2003-05-01

Posts 78
Wisconsin, U.S.

11 posted 2003-06-11 08:17 PM

S does neone else like this as much as me?

~Tori Louise~

Be happy, and respectful, dont forget about those ones that will always love you no matter how much you screw up!

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