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Paragon
Member

since 2003-02-16

Posts 114

0 posted 2003-02-28 05:24 PM

I never wanted it to be this way
I never wanted to have to say
Goodbye...

Why?
Why you?
Why me?
Why us?

I wanted you to see me for who I was
I just wanted to have an "us"
I never wanted to constantly argue and fuss....

Why not me?
why not you?
Why not us?

Its tearing me up inside
to live this lie
I dont know why...

Why do I care?
Why does it matter?
Why do I hold on so tight?

I see them laughing I dont mind
Im used to it, they do it all the time
Sitting here remembering what was mine....

Why don't I care?
Why doesnt it matter?
Why do I let go?

Curled up in a ball weeping
my only escape is sleeping
what is in my mind creeping...

Why must my internal conflicts show
sometime soon, perhaps tomorrow
I will have to let you know

I am lost without you
My skies are no longer blue
My colors no longer bleed true
Without you

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

1 posted 2003-02-28 07:40 PM

(big hugggsssssss) Oh Paragon, this is so very sad, sweet friend, my heart goes out to you and I hope soon the sun shines out again and spring fills your heart where your skies deserve to be blue and crystal! (sad sigh) I send my thoughts and hugs your way, sweet friend, you have my vote, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Paragon, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..."

Shakira

Chloey
Member

since 2002-09-29

Posts 74
in a silver mustang convertible

2 posted 2003-03-01 11:47 AM

So So Sad!

But you;ve got my vote!

*$*Chloey*$*

I write what I feel and I feel what I write.

[This message has been edited by Chloey (03-01-2003 11:48 AM).]

BrokenDreams
Member

since 2003-02-09

Posts 425
In The Clouds

3 posted 2003-03-03 10:07 PM

I went thru the same thing myself a while back. I know it hurts and I hopr it gets better for you.

Jenn

Albino_Jenn
Member

since 2003-03-03

Posts 105
Ontario, Canada

4 posted 2003-03-03 11:31 PM

So sad, yet so good, it hurts inside, and you don't know why, you can't let go and you don't know why, a great poem to express the pain and hurt!!!!
Jenn

frolicking dolphin
Member

since 2003-02-23

Posts 268
my own special world

5 posted 2003-03-04 03:42 PM

Sad but very well written, it showed the emotion you're feeling really well.

~*~Karen~*~

~Dream like you'll live forever,live like you'll die tomorrow~

Paragon
Member

since 2003-02-16

Posts 114

6 posted 2003-03-06 10:06 PM

to tell the truth.. this poem mirrors what I see other people enduring and it usually makes me feel that way just being around them. An odd explanation I know but when honestly hurting, i feel compelled to know their pain and ease it.. which is never an easy process and usually is impossible due to the lack of communication. People are often afraid to show how they feel and rightly so.. many people have poured salt in my wounds after I revealed them. Thanks for all the replies you guys are a great source of feedback and I appreciate every reply.

Poet deVine

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Member Seraphic

since 1999-05-26

Posts 22612
Hurricane Alley

7 posted 2003-03-15 03:18 PM

I know this feeling all too well. We've all spent some time curled up in this ball. Excellent poem.

Hevnlyfoxy
Junior Member

since 2003-03-16

Posts 10
NYC, NY

8 posted 2003-03-16 01:52 PM

perfectly written!

"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."
Vivek 'Ambulu!

Enchantress
Member Empyrean

since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

9 posted 2003-03-16 08:36 PM

Very well written!
~Hugs~

~ Trace my body with your words..
And in doing so, you touch my heart. ~

Alicethruglass
Member

since 2001-06-19

Posts 368

10 posted 2003-03-20 07:51 PM

my only escape is sleeping

felt this way many times...

CSwtThng
Member

since 1999-07-28

Posts 124

11 posted 2003-03-21 12:01 PM

This is very sad, but you did a great job.

Albino_Jenn
Member

since 2003-03-03

Posts 105
Ontario, Canada

12 posted 2003-03-21 04:47 PM

good job..very touching poem!!!!
Jenn

**Hope is what Shields us from the harsh realities of life**

Echo
Junior Member

since 2003-02-20

Posts 14
the abyss

13 posted 2003-03-21 06:26 PM

i know what you mean when feeling compelled to know and ease their pain. it's like their lil ray of sunshine has gone and hid. i love your poem, and i hope i never have to go thru that.

eyes see, ears hear, mind believes

DawnG

Senior Member

since 2000-06-23

Posts 1494
United States

14 posted 2003-03-22 04:21 AM

Paragon,

I know how you feel. You described this sad poem eloquently.

Dawn

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