Tears falling freely to the ground
Unable to hold the pain in any longer
Tryin hard to not make a sound
Cause it's clear I'm on my own
As I look up to see no one around

Need to be independently strong
Could I rely on someone else?
Don't know if i'm right or wrong
But it's hard to let go and trust
Not even knowing if i really belong

Could anyone even understand me?
The feelings that run deep within
Even I'm scared of what i'd see
Constant never ending inner battles
Only wanting to finally be free

Get rid of this troubled soul
To enjoy my time here on earth
And get back everything life stole
On the edge of an amazing life
To be happy is my only goal