Open Poetry #22 |
more than a friend |
ranita Junior Member
since 2002-08-31
Posts 15 |
MORE THAN A FRIEND I CROSSED THE LINE WITH MY FRIEND NO TURNING BACK NOW, WHERE WILL IT END? WHAT AM I DOING? HAVE I LOST MY MIND? HOW COULD I DO THIS AND GET MYSELF IN SUCH A BIND? HE BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE, CANT YOU SEE.. YOUR GOING TO CAUSE YOURSELF ALOT OF PAIN AND MISERY. I KNOW THIS IS TRUE, I KNEW IT FROM THE START. BUT SOMETIMES YOU DONT THINK ABOUT IT.. YOU JUST FOLLOW YOUR HEART. IT'S BEEN SIX MONTHS SINCE OUR FIRST KISS. I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT MOMENT OF SWEET HEAVENLY BLISS. I LOVE HIM DEEPLY... TRULY I DO..WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN I HAVEN'T GOT A CLUE I LET MYSELF GET IN TOO DEEP.. KNOWING THIS MAN WASN'T MINE TO KEEP I LET DOWN MY GUARD AND OPENED MY HEART, HOPING AND PRAYING WE'D NEVER HAVE TO PART. WHEN HE'S NOT WITH ME , MY MIND STARTS TO WANDER YOU SEE..... IS HE THERE HOLDING HER WITH HIS GENTLE TOUCH? IS SHE RECEIVING HIS SWEET SOFT KISSES I LOVE SO MUCH? THE THOUGHT OF THEM TOGETHER IS DRIVING ME IN SANE. WHEN I SEE THE TWO OF THEM... ITS PURE HEART ACHE AND PAIN. AS MUCH AS I LOVE HIM AND AS GREAT AS HE IS I HAVE DECIDED I CANT BE THE OTHER WOMAN ANYMORE.... WILL I LOOSE THE SPECIAL FRIENDSHIP I LOVE AND ADORE??? |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(big hugggssssss) Oh Ranita, I know just how you feel, I love my sweetheart Joanna so much and she means so much to me and whenever she's gone I always wonder if she thinks of me as I do her and if she still has faith in our special friendship enduring! (sigh) This is touching, sweet friend, I wish you the best, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Ranita, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..." |
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VAS Member Rara Avis
since 2000-11-16
Posts 7450Oregon |
well, for your well-being, I hope you do, but I know the longing and hurt is great I hope, so much, that you break away for I really believe to remain would only make the pain increase. Powerfully spoken, for sure! Whether on the shoal or on the shore, |
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Tammy Blessing Member
since 2002-08-26
Posts 366PA |
Oh Ranita...I'm soooo sorry!! I know exactly how you feel and I wish you only the best. There is still hope if you can only bear with it and remain "just a friend" for now. My best friend did eventually become my husband..my greatest "Blessing"...but I know the hurt and pain seeing him with another caused me. Best of luck to you. Peace,love,light and happiness Tammy |
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walker Member Elite
since 2001-02-11
Posts 2240Florida |
ranita, love can't be shared because it eats us alive. Good Luck on that. |
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