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SmartChick
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-09-23

Posts 7081
On A Journey To The Unknown

0 posted 2002-07-21 01:24 PM

Alot of times I feel like I have lost the will to even live
There doesn't seem to be any kind of hope for me at all
No matter what I try do with him, it never does any good
Because, everything I try to do, it seems I always fall

I gave him all I had to give, only to find out it wasn't enough
There are days when it is hard for me to even get out of bed
If only I could sleep all of the time, I never would even get up
To face the day and to remember all of the things he has said

Maybe someday it's too late I will get enough money to get away
To live with the guilt of having the feelings that I have inside of me
But for now, I have to try to cope with all of the things he does
It is becoming so hard for me, it's tearing me up inside completely

To keep from feeling all of the pain I have so deep inside of me
It seems to have all turned to anger, I just want to scream
What happened to the love I once felt inside my heart so true
For now if only I could sleep all day long I think would be supreme

By Sue 7-21-02

the_loner_23
Member Ascendant

since 2002-06-08

Posts 5479
Jacksonville, Florida, USA

1 posted 2002-07-21 02:01 PM

Awesome

Cold hands means a warm heart

Titia Geertman
Member Ascendant

since 2001-05-07

Posts 5182
Netherlands

2 posted 2002-07-21 06:26 PM

Sweet Sue, I know so well what you mean, I've been there too you know.
But...don't ever feel guilty of loosing the feeling of love, for it's not your fault dear girl, it's his.

It hurts, I know, but never loose yourself Sue, he's not worth it.

If you wanna talk, you know where to find me.

HUGS to you my friend,

Titia

Like scattered leaves...my words will flow

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

3 posted 2002-07-21 06:47 PM

(big huggssssss) Oh Sue, I know how you feel, sweet friend, on days when I feel sad or I miss my Joanna, I just want to daydream and nap all day and dream of her! (sigh) This is so powerfully said, sweet friend, my heart goes out to you, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Sue, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..."

Shakira

Marge Tindal

Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-06

Posts 42384
Florida's Foreverly Shores

4 posted 2002-07-21 09:55 PM

SweetSuzieQ~
'I just want to scream'
Yes ... and you should do just that !
Scream at him from behind a slammed door !

I don't waste my time on worthless people ...
YOU are worth more than someone who would try to make you feel so badly ...
YOU ARE MY FRIEND ... YOU ARE SOMEBODY IMPORTANT TO ME~

Scream, my friend ... I'm here to listen~
Love you VERY MUCH~
Keep writing it out honey ... and no 'hibernating'~
*HUGS*
~*Marge*~

~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~
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