Open Poetry #20 |
Lost |
baerlon Member
since 2000-01-14
Posts 197Youngstown and East Liverpool, Ohio, USA |
I am here in my apartment I have lied to myself Telling myself that I can move on Why don’t I walk away? Literally I am walking in circles wondering Kitchen, dining room, living room, kitchen again Over and over again Why can’t I show you? One day you show me you still care The next, I have no idea A one-two punch I cannot avoid Are you testing me? I have lied to you too I told you I was fine Showing you a false smile every time I see you Are you pushing me away? Why do I play my self like this? I have tried everything to help you Taken every step to fix things without a light to guide me What about the people I have hurt? Running away from those that care for me Not taking any advice giving All for the sake of being with you From this all I can figure that I am Foolish Telling myself that I can move on Misguided Over and over again Helpless A one-two punch I cannot avoid Liar Showing you a false smile every time I see you Blind Taken every step to fix things without a light to guide me Lost All for the sake of being with you Lost There's a peace inside us all |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone |
Oh, don't you just hate feeling so lost. I maintain that it is at lest partially the other person's fault, it sounds like you are taking all the blame for your situation. I'm lost over here, too. Peace Sandra |
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1slick_lady Member Ascendant
since 2000-12-22
Posts 6088standing on a shadow's lace |
baerlon...the door is waiting for you to open it...the world waits for you outside...helen |
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baerlon Member
since 2000-01-14
Posts 197Youngstown and East Liverpool, Ohio, USA |
thx for the kind words and advice you two, but only time can tell what will happen. There's a peace inside us all Let it be your friend It will help you carry on In the end There's a peace inside us all -Creed [This message has been edited by baerlon (06-09-2002 02:23 PM).] |
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