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Open Poetry #20

Returning to Fears

Professor Gloom
Member Elite

since 2000-07-23

Posts 3082
of Depression

0 posted 2002-06-03 08:46 AM

Repetition makes a familiarity,
Slowly twisting and turning your reality,
When painful memories safely buried,
Become daily emotions now carried
In a sad shaking of the head,
When looking down into the bed,
Feeling the walls crushing,
Motionlessly standing
Awaiting the crush
Of fear’s lust
To send me,
Make me,
Flee,

To return again in the pain of obligation,
Despite whatever is my emotion.

Gloom

Nan

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Member Seraphic

since 1999-05-20

Posts 21191
Cape Cod Massachusetts USA

1 posted 2002-06-03 08:53 AM

We are creatures of habit, aren't we?.. Sometimes good, sometimes bad - The trick is to recognize which is which... Interesting write, Gloomy One...

serenity blaze
Member Empyrean

since 2000-02-02

Posts 27738

2 posted 2002-06-03 11:42 AM

hmmm---made me wonder, what is the difference between habit and compulsion (myself, I am a poor judge...grin)

As always, you lead me down a gentle road of "Think"!

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

3 posted 2002-06-03 02:09 PM

I was trying to think of a way to respond poetically to this of yours, but honestly
all I can do is just close my eyes and feel
the intensity of the moment

M

Mistletoe Angel

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since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

4 posted 2002-06-03 09:07 PM

(big huggssssssss) Oh Aszard, this is so very sad, sweet friend, I think so many of us can relate to this ordeal of repetition, but if you can always take the time to find what makes you happy, there will always be moments of afterglow that will always repeat themselves and the smiles they create! (sigh) Always find what makes you happy, sweet friend, we all love you so much, this is wonderful! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Aszard, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..."

Shakira

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