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ambermize
Member

since 2001-04-21

Posts 157
California

0 posted 2002-06-02 08:47 PM

It is like a kindred spirit,
The pain that I've collected,
A gaurdian to my soul,
That now will stand protected.

It is like an agonizing torture,
The tears you've made me cry,
Still such an empty space they fill,
So I hold them all inside.

It is like an amazing creature,
These memories that I keep,
Tearing at me, drowning out,
All the precious words you speak.

It is like a gifted angel,
Bestowed upon me here,
To teach me all the wisdom,
That instills in me, this fear.

It is like a taunting presence,
This hold you have on me,
Deceit, and utter ignorance,
Blinded by you, now I see.

It was like a distant calling,
I heard throughout the night,
You left.. and I let you,
My heart chose not to fight.

It was like a shattered laughter,
That danced inside my soul,
The day that I could realize,
That you don't make me whole.

It was like a pleasant calm,
That washed over my life,
As I take in all the beauty,
That you stole from my life.

[This message has been edited by ambermize (06-02-2002 09:34 PM).]

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

1 posted 2002-06-02 09:13 PM

(big hugggsssssss) Oh Amber, this is such a powerfully striking poem, sweet friend, my heart goes out to you and the heartbreak you suffered but I hope now beauty has returned to your heart and now love has reached out to you with heart and compassion! (sigh) My heart goes out to you, sweet friend, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Amber, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..."

Shakira

devina
Member Elite

since 1999-10-28

Posts 3539
Cali

2 posted 2002-06-02 09:37 PM

Oh G's up top....he he (you know!!!)

It was like a pleasant calm,
That washed over my life,
As I take in all the beauty,
That you stole from my life.

This was an amazing set Ambs...I'm lovin every minute of your healing sis. I KNOW you will make it through this with time, patience, and of course- ME!!

Love you Ambs!!
Tanya

Open arms can be the most fragile in the world...

ambermize
Member

since 2001-04-21

Posts 157
California

3 posted 2002-06-03 05:08 PM

Thanks so much....It still hurts unimaginably but I can feel the pain lessening everyday...so nice to be able to come here and heal..makes things so much easier....

Marge Tindal

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since 1999-11-06

Posts 42384
Florida's Foreverly Shores

4 posted 2002-06-08 05:20 PM

Amber~

'You left.. and I let you'

Sometimes .... what seems like the hardest thing to do .... becomes the easiest~

*Hugs* gal~
~*Marge*~

~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~
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JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

5 posted 2002-06-08 05:24 PM

Interesting...James

ambermize
Member

since 2001-04-21

Posts 157
California

6 posted 2002-07-16 01:39 AM

Marge- hey you.....where are the pictures missy? I know that grandmas hord them like no other but hows about some sharing eh??

James- thanks for reading, sometimes life is interesting when you get a chance to read it through someone elses eyes you know? thanks agian

A heart can only truly break, once it learns to love completley.

passing shadows
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since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

7 posted 2002-12-31 02:14 AM

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