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Kellie_Cantrell
Senior Member

since 2002-05-22

Posts 1667
New York

0 posted 2003-04-09 02:12 AM

Engulfed by the flames of my emotion,
a runaway train, of regret.
Engulfed by self condemnation.
Allowing, nothing but helplessness win.
Engulfed I let myself be,
for I don't know how this will be probably.

Why,
do I hide, beneath the covers from the darkest corners of my mind,
desperately searching for this hole,
to fill with a mass,
that will take away this pain.
How,
do I do this to myself, hiding away locking everyone out,
pretending it is all okay,
desperately reaching out,
will it ever end? Will I let go?

Engulfed by the flames of my heart,
the runaway train of feeling.
Engulfed in self condemnation.
Allowing, myself to walk crazily in pain.
Engulfed in flames I stand alone,
for I am ready to let this end.

(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨)
  ·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)¸.·´
     *`·.¸.·´*
    Love Always
       Kellie

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Sudhir Iyer
Member Ascendant

since 2000-04-26

Posts 6943
Mumbai, India : now in Belgium

1 posted 2003-04-09 05:02 AM

If this is truly about you and how you are feeling right now... please have courage... Bad times do find a way to get rid of themselves bringing on good times...

Hugs and regards,
Sudhir

redheart angrybraids
Member

since 2000-04-16

Posts 410
honolulu, hawaii

2 posted 2003-04-09 07:34 AM

go out to the full moon and laugh and or cry this month, your not a freak for feeling so intense the world is in an intense place and you would be freak to be totally happy and blaza about every thing
good job for sharing your emotions let it flow let it grow but let your self know you love her

Kindly,
Redheart Angrybraids

garysgirl

Member Laureate

since 2002-09-29

Posts 19237
Florida, USA

3 posted 2003-04-09 08:36 AM

Kellie, we all have these self doubts at times. Just try to do the best you can and above all....love yourself. YOU are special, my friend......there is no-one else just exactly like you are.

Heart Hugs,

Ethel

(Psssttt...by the way, it's really good that you can write about your feelings the way you do. Some people have a very hard time of doing that.)

Kellie_Cantrell
Senior Member

since 2002-05-22

Posts 1667
New York

4 posted 2003-07-13 04:01 AM

icky.. I didn't want to revisit this.. ick ick ick.. what a horrible thing I did.

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