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Alexia
since 2001-06-07
Posts 164Sweet And Sassy 
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I hate the internet so much ... oh my gosh. Some people on here are so STUPID  And The fact that everyone in my house makes me mad. I am never happy unless i'm out by myself thats the only time i'm happy or when i'm with certain friends. I just don't know whats wrong with me anymore, I use to be a pretty happy person. I took my ACTS last weekend and when I got home I just broke down and started crying and was like I'm gonna be on wel-fare the rest of my life and i'm never gonna turn out to be nothing because i can't get into any good colleges. And blah blah blah .. I'm just not a happy person anymore unless im on something. My mom said she's gonna take me to a phycologist because i'm so moody lately .. I'm like bipolar or something. I really dont know whats wrong with me .. I've been so depressed lately. I mean really depressed I cry alot now and I get mad easy ... I'm mean to the people that love me the most. I have no one to really talk to anymore. And just about all my friends have their men and it seems like when i have a boyfriend they don't but when i don't everyone does. And all i get to do anymore is sit at my house while my friend and cousin sits beside me kissin and my sister with my ex boyfriend kiss and I just get so depressed and go to my room and cry myself ot sleep. I just can not take this crap anymore. I'm sick of being me. I wish I could just change myself. I'm only 17 and I'm a depressed person at this point in my life. No one loves me besides my parents and my sister. I can not do anything right .. My grades have went down .. I use to get like straight A's now im gettin C's thats not like me at all. I just ...  don't really know what to do with myself anymore .. I mean whats the point in my life? I have none. I mean yeah I have a nice car .. my parents have money yeah But it doesn't buy happiness and it's true if it did buy happiness i'd be happy and never in a depressed,or bad mood. It's just i'm extremely depressed right now .. I have no idea what to do with myself at all, and I have no one to turn to for advice or whatever or just someone to actually sit down and talk to ... Alexia |
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Christopher
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Member Rara Avis
since 1999-08-02
Posts 8296Purgatorial Incarceration |
if your parents think you should see a psycologist, it's probably a good idea. what could it hurt, right? worst case, it does nothing for you and you stop seeing him/her. besides - with such a beautiful smile, it'd be a shame to hide it all the time.  |
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SEA 
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Member Seraphic
since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
I'm with Chris on this. Definately go and check it out. Sounds to me like you'd like to know what's going on with you. This might give you some answers. Or point you to some answers. hugs for you, and lots of understanding  |
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vlraynes Member Rara Avis
since 2000-07-25
Posts 8229Somewhere... out there... |
Agreeing with Chris and SEA here. Listen to your parents, and see a psychologist. You admit that you want things to change and that you don't know what to do with yourself, so let someone try to help you. Your parents obviously love you very much and are concerned enough to want to help you. That's something that many people don't have. Do what you need to do for you, and don't be afraid to depend on those who love you for help, and it will all work out in the end. Big HUGS to you, ~Vicky |
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Alexia
since 2001-06-07
Posts 164Sweet And Sassy |
I know my parents love me. I'm afraid to go see a phychologist .. You never know, I might find out something that I dont want to know. Thanks about the smile part, makes a person feel good. Alexia |
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SEA
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Member Seraphic
since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
No one really wants to hear something is going on, but if it is going on, and you need to work it out....and if working it out makes you happy again, then isn't it a good thing to find out? You really do have a great smile ya know very sassy.... |
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Alexia
since 2001-06-07
Posts 164Sweet And Sassy |
Yeah I know. I was happy tonight, cuz i went and hung out with different friends. Maybe thats my problem i have been hanging out with couples yuh know .. it was 2 different couples and then me .. the loner lol thanks sea .. your a sweetheart lol Hum, maybe i'm bipolar lol .. |
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SEA
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Member Seraphic
since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
I would be sad if I was hanging out with two couples and having to be around their smoochin if I wasn't gettin any  lol Maybe a change of friends (for a little while) would help at any rate? Seems like a good idea to me. Merry Christmas sweetie |
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winston Member
since 2002-12-19
Posts 204NW of Eden |
[Edited Forums aren't a good place to practice medicine. - Ron] [This message has been edited by Ron (12-22-2002 07:05 PM).] |
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Alexia
since 2001-06-07
Posts 164Sweet And Sassy |
Practice Medicen? Hmm I wonder what he said .. lol Yeah A change of Friends are good once in awhile. I change friends every night, I am never with the same people. I have been for the past couple of weeks. I need to go visit some other friends. I haven't been doing alot these past couple of days, I've been really sick. I have a bad chest cold. It feels like i'm dyin' Alexia |
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SEA
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Member Seraphic
since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
well rest up and feel better soon!! |
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fractal007 Senior Member
since 2000-06-01
Posts 1958 |
I remember when I went thru the exact same phase - without the boyfriends part. I got into university[sure it's not the greatest university in Canada, but I'm doing something there I thought I would never be able to do when I went thru my phase of pointlesslife-itus]. Life isn't the best for me now, but I don't think it ever is for anyone. I've got problems, heck look at some of my posts here, but I think the important thing is that we acknowledge they are there and learn that there is an end to every dark tunnel. "If history is to change, let it change. If the world is to be destroyed, so be it. If my fate is to die, I must simply laugh" |
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winston Member
since 2002-12-19
Posts 204NW of Eden |
Darling Alexia rest assured, I didn't say anything other than joke and offer you a fellow writers ear to listen and have a shared learning experience. Big brother Ron, am sure, has his reasons for editing it. He knows best. Thanks. "am a tourist not a terrorist, don't shoot, cause we are all on a journey to God" Michak |
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