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Alexia

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since 2001-06-07

Posts 164
Sweet And Sassy

0 posted 2002-01-18 11:04 PM

she said I would not understand ...
Yeah well thats exactly how I feel right now,
no one understands how I FEEL! I mean, I go to have fun, my friend lies to get to go right? yeah well
that wasn't such a good idea because her mom found
out and stuff .. and I found out .. and UGH! I get
yelled at. And my parents don't believe me.
I wish my parents would just let me do as I please.
And the guy I want I know I can't have! which is so
unfair, I'm just about in love with him, I've know him for like 6 or 7 months. He moved to texas though, but we still talk on tha phone. I miss him so much, I could talk to him about anything. And then he moved away on me ...
and then on another subject,I hate people that are
stuck on themselves. I mean, gosh its another thing to have high self confidence but then its totally different when your like, I'm sorry you can't see me, because I know you want to cause i'm so hot.
This girl said that to this guy, and she things her crap don't stink, well let me tell you, she needs a shovel b/c that *ship* is gettin pretty deep. And I hate it when you post something, not in here its in a different form that will remain confidental, that I get so ignored when I posted something, everyone just over looks me, and I do agree with everyone that says PIP has its Cliques, because it does, its like here's all these people that are stupid and here's tha people that thinks there better than everyone, and I HAVE ALOT of names that could go on that list. OH AND one of my sisters friend had tha nerve to say that we were to loud, JUST BECAUSE WE LIKE TO HAVE FUN, AND YELL AT GUYS IN CRAP! She can kiss my big white arse. GRRRRRRR . .. I called her a stupid dumbarse beeotch, and a few other words, to her face because she has no right to judge me OR my friends, like that. Shes a self concieted,imature 18 year old that needs to grow up and quiet bein stuck up her mommy and daddy's ass 24/7. EWWW GOD!
I need a punching bag right now, I have so much angry for alot of people, that I have to do "certain things" to help me be calm, and i'm not to proud of it. Its addicting the first time you do it. like drugs, alcohol .. I turn to all the wrong things. I just wish I could stop, but yuh know when you try its extremely a hard thing to do.

Peace

Please try to give me some advice on things that you think you might be able to help me on.

Skyfire

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since 2000-12-27

Posts 3381
Riding

1 posted 2002-01-18 11:52 PM

*hands over chocolate*

I know what you're saying about cliques, and I know WHERE too. I apologize if I've been part of one... I've tried to stay out of one, but I don't think I've been successful. I really apologize, and I hope you're not angry at me.

Now, about the rest... I don't know. I know what you mean about missing the guy who moved. My best guy friend was like that... now he's gone as well. I really don't know what to say about the rest of it though. *hugs* if you want to talk, go right ahead and email me!

I used to be open minded, but all my brains fell out

Alexia

Member

since 2001-06-07

Posts 164
Sweet And Sassy

2 posted 2002-01-19 11:12 AM

Thanks,
I wuz just REALLY MAD last night. Because of something that happened, and now its not so good. I wish I could move away. FAR AWAY.
Like um Texas. lol or California and I could bring him with me, but yuh know dreams. And it snows on all tha wrong days. I mean it snowed last night, and it was friday. And now there is like 2-3 inches of snow on tha ground and that aint gonna get us outta school on a saturday, it'll just ruin my weekend. GRRRR stupid snow. Its prolly where i'm stuck at home all weekend, but when its time for school again all tha snow is gone and won't do us any good. GOD I HATE THAT. I know I complain about the stupidest things, I know it could be alot worse,but i'm 16, and my parents don't make me do anything cept clean tha house. I'm spoiled BAD. Thats why I end up complaining about the stupidest things ALL tha time. I just wish I could go move in with the guy I WANT, but I can't and it sucks. I'll get over it. I guess, when i turn 18, I'm so gonna be in texas. Welp thats my complaining about my day so far and its only 11:19am, and I have already gotten yelled at. That isn't a good thing.

Peace

¤1 tequlia, 2 tequlia, 3 tequlia,
FLOOR!¤

[This message has been edited by Alexia (01-19-2002 06:45 PM).]

xShUgArHiGhx

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since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

3 posted 2002-01-20 11:57 AM

big HUG!

yOu GeT wAt u PaId 4 bUt i JuS hAd nO..iNtEnTion oF liVin tHis waY --Counting crows

serenity blaze
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since 2000-02-02

Posts 27738

4 posted 2002-01-20 04:06 PM

If it makes you feel any better, I've been grounded for about 12 years now. (I was a REALLY bad girl...) It's not so bad with the internet...smiles to you, and say, you have any of that chocolate left?

Alexia

Member

since 2001-06-07

Posts 164
Sweet And Sassy

5 posted 2002-01-20 05:27 PM

What'd you do?

My friends ditched my last night, SATURDAY NIGHT, and I wuz stuck at home with my parents. GRRR I wuz so mad. I mean, who wants to be at home with there parents on a saturday night? When you could be at a party. I wuzn't aloud ta drive anywhere, cuz it wuz snowy or something but someone could come and get me. But there like he don't wanna come out there and BS. I wuz ticked off. But I'm leaving tanight and i'm gonna havE "fun" LOL! so its all gravy and potatoes.
What'd you do that wuz so bad??? I curious ta know.
lol

Peace
Lexi

¤1 tequlia, 2 tequlia, 3 tequlia,
FLOOR!¤

serenity blaze
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since 2000-02-02

Posts 27738

6 posted 2002-01-20 09:05 PM

I know you don't wanna hear this? but..."what did I do?" I HAD CHILDREN...rofl...I have been on 24-hour call ever since. (Best thing I ever did tho, but glad I got my childhood out of the way before I started theirs...) And hey, I am not so old that I don't remember. This is a very confusing time for you, and one that I don't care to repeat. HUGS to you, because I know it's hard...

Alexia

Member

since 2001-06-07

Posts 164
Sweet And Sassy

7 posted 2002-01-21 03:30 PM

um oh? Here I wuz thinkin you were about
tha same age as me, guess I wuz wrong.
I'm 16, ALMOST 17. LOL Gotta have that ALMOST, hehe =P
Anyways, I went out last night and it wuz snowin and sleetin right, well my friend drove my sister's car for me, and I hopped into tha truck with this hot guy, he's so cute I see him like every weekend though so its all good, and we went into town at like 5am and wuz doin donuts in this parking lot, it wuz fun! lol
so, how many kids yuh got? Whats their names?
If I have a little girl when I got OLDER , I'm gonna name her Alexia, or Alexis? And for a boy's name, I'm not real sure, Maybe Jason or Another name I forget whut it is right now though cuz i'm tired.
Peace
Lexi

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FLOOR!¤

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