Open Poetry #19 |
Systematic Purpose Of |
nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Systematic Purpose Of Patiently I'm waiting for something to resign. Painting images of new, no pain to touch my mind. At first I thought the getting out would help relieve this stress. Then more began to pile upon, adding to this mess. Exercising in my way, the walks and biking outs, allowed the natural to appeal but still left painful doubts. Sitting here, waiting for that miracle to show, the one that takes away the pain to let my within glow. I am beginning to think that it is just a hollow feel, that pointless will become the word, replacing the ideal. I'm droning on because I wish for times of past return, to bring me back to consciousness, and take away this yearn. Take away the headaches, the coughs, my life of choke. Return my energy to high and let me pleasure soak. Depression wants to settle in, though fighting it, I'll try. Sitting here the darkness cloaks, the moon defines my sigh. To be again, to touch the stars with eyes that seek, explore, the systematic purpose of existing, want of more. |
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Silver Streak Member Elite
since 2002-01-02
Posts 3625FL, USA |
To be again, to touch the stars with eyes that seek, explore, the systematic purpose of existing, want of more. Maureen, to only way to touch the stars is to fly! Looking down or back will only serve to keep you stuck in the mud. Fly! Lead! Let good things follow you. Don't be so impatient! ((Maureen)) -newell Sharing God's Love through perfectlovepoetry.com |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(sigh) Always reach for the stars, sweet friend, for He will always help us spread our hearts wings and if we always look up, before you know it, you will conquer depression and find much happiness allure you all the way! (kiss on cheek) This is excellent, sweet friend, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Maureen, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Excellent write Maureen...I do hope you are well. ~Hugs, Nancy~ ~Somewhere in my heart I'm always |
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Mark Coburn Member
since 2002-01-24
Posts 71 |
nakdthoughts...this longing is not depression it is yer poetic spirit needing the interaction of like minds..... playing that waiting game makes one see...yes then it's time to set sail for the real shining sea mingling in the muck and mire the thing called life take flight...make the party find pure pleasure and sheer delight........mark |
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strbbux Member Elite
since 2001-12-19
Posts 3859 |
Now Maureen, listen here, no one that can write like this could possibly be depressed. This is truly awesome, so truthful about how you are feeling. Writing always helps me, also I am so busy with family I don't have time to think. Busy helps too..Hope you are feeling better. floria Floria |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Newell, Noah, Nancy, 'tis just a bit of rambling venting of mixed emotions... *s *Nancy, I am doing as well as canbe expected..atill waiting for something to take effect. *s Mark, I am enjoying your words of response and your poetry..thank you. "make the party find pure pleasure and sheer delight"..I am searching for that..........*s Floria, no family near me to be busy with at the moment...so my only distractions are poetry and my home right now. I am not depressed..just sleeping alot catching up on all I lost and waiting for this coughing to leave me forever. * s M |
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