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DayDreamer99
Member

since 2002-01-23

Posts 72

0 posted 2002-02-04 04:38 PM

At 11 I felt
What It Really Feels
To Be Ripped Apart
My Older Brother
Gone
I Cried Constantly
Not Wanting To Remember
'Cause Remembering Hurt

Im Now 13
And I Struggle More
Mostly With God
Pent Up Anger
Frustration
I Grew Up Fast..Although
I Wasnt The Only One Greiving
I Felt All
Alone

I Come To Realize...I Cant Run From Problems
And Whoever Said "Time Heals All Wounds"
Ovibously Never Had A Wound So Deep

By:Tiffany

SEA

Moderator

Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

1 posted 2002-02-04 04:43 PM

Tiffany, I'm so sorry for your loss....you wrote your emotions very well....*hugs*

peppermint35
Senior Member

since 2000-05-28

Posts 1106
Texas, USA

2 posted 2002-02-04 04:48 PM

You did write this well.. and I can understand both the pain and the anger..

sometimes there is no understanding the why.. only accepting that sometimes bad things happen to good people for no logical reason that we can see.

Try to release the pain and the anger and only remember the love.

Hugz,

Pepper
"A poem is the very image of life expressed in its eternal truth."
Percy Bysshe Shelley

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

3 posted 2002-02-04 05:34 PM

(BIG HUGGGSSSSSSSS) Oh Tiffany, this is so very sad, my heart goes out to you and I understand just how you feel for I too have had to cope with losses! (wipes tears) They may not understand how you feel if they haven't experienced such a loss, but we can always feel for you, and we all love you so much and all our hearts go out to you always! Know you are loved by many, sweet friend, I am always here if you need someone to talk to! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Tiffany, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

Startime
Member Ascendant

since 2000-10-03

Posts 5918
Canada

4 posted 2002-02-04 06:11 PM

My heart goes out to you, dear one...I can understand your pain and anger...writing it out is a good way to receive healing....**big big hugs**

Love I leave with you whether it is in your life now or yet the essense of your dreams.

Auguste

Member Elite

since 2000-02-16

Posts 3953
By the sea

5 posted 2002-02-04 06:27 PM

Tiffany,

I also lost a brother. I wish you well and you have my best wishes.

Michael

Michael Auguste~
There is more depth to the heart than the mind can comprehend and it only has boundaries when we choose to fence it in.

strbbux
Member Elite

since 2001-12-19

Posts 3859

6 posted 2002-02-04 06:31 PM

Dear Tiffany, I for one do not believe that time heals all wounds. I have a deep wound from losing a son, and time does not heal it. God heals it, courage and strength heal it, and friends help to heal it. this is very sad, and you are young. I will pray for you, keep writing dear, as writing has helped me tremendously.

floria

Floria

"Alas for those that never sing,
But die with all their music in them"
(Oliver Wendell Holmes)

[This message has been edited by strbbux (02-04-2002 06:32 PM).]

Madame Chipmunk
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-12-05

Posts 8296
Michigan

7 posted 2002-02-05 01:08 AM

Tiffany, my dear.....time doesn't heal wounds as deep as yours, but it puts more experience into your life so that the wound isn't quite as raw.
I am so terribly sorry about your brother...that is very sad. I have lost a son, and so I although I don't know exactly how you feel, I do know that writing poetry helps enormously. Please keep writing. You are a very good writer...and I have found writing poetry to be very therapeutic.
((hugs))

copyright2002 Lyra Nesius

"poetry is life distilled" Gwendolyn Brooks

NewEnglandlazurlu
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-01-04

Posts 7470
A Mountain Paradise

8 posted 2002-02-05 08:50 AM

A loss is such a painful experience. I am sorry you have to go through this, especially at such a young age. It's okay to get angry and yell at God. He can take it and will never leave you alone. The more you can write about your feelings, the better for you. If there's anything any of us can do to help, please, just ask. Hugs, Marti

" My wrinkles are badges of courage and reveal that I am a Mother."

Irish Rose
Member Patricius

since 2000-04-06

Posts 10263

9 posted 2002-02-05 09:21 AM

you are thirteen? Oh, hon, but you are doing something I never was allowed to do at that age...you can write and it is read and heard and in that, well, what Floria, said,
God does heal and he is the only one who can. And you have my deepest
condolences always.

Kathleen--(Kay)
"When red-haired girls scamper like roses over the rain-green grass, and the sun drips honey."
Laurie Lee

LngJhnAg
Member Elite

since 1999-07-23

Posts 3508
Boot+Kitty=Poetry in motion

10 posted 2002-02-05 09:35 AM

I'm sorry for your loss, Tiffany.

Interloper

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-11-06

Posts 8369
Deep in the heart

11 posted 2002-02-05 09:39 AM

I wish there was a Passions when I was your age. Keep on writing and have faith

Fool, said my Muse to me, look in thy heart and write.

Marge Tindal

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since 1999-11-06

Posts 42384
Florida's Foreverly Shores

12 posted 2002-02-05 09:44 AM

Tiffany~
The pain of your loss is felt deeply through your words~

With the loss of each loved one in my life, I have found that sharing the sorrow of my tears with others has helped me cope.

I think you are right ... 'time' doesn't heal wounds ... but God understands that and gives us our tears of remembrance.
When people are loved IN our lives ...
their loss is felt forever~

*HUGS* to you~
~*Marge*~

~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~
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