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desperado
Member

since 1999-05-24

Posts 312
FT Hood,Tx

0 posted 2001-11-15 06:41 PM

you think I'm crazy, but I'm really sane
all these emotions racing within do drain
and the pain I try to hide and lock away
still comes out at the end of the day
I'm lost and no one knows the way out
too blind to watch, too deaf to shout
pressured within to play the game
silent I am to have my name
drugs to make reality clear
working hard to hide my fear
yet I know I never win
I have demons trapped within
these voices I hear don't make sense
harder than hell and twice as dense
stubborn to the very end
broken fences will never mend
and theres still no way to go
silence is the only life I know
as I go home one more night
alone until the morning light

In Addition...

I'm floating on a sea of memories
as the world I know flies past
trapped with a unique disease
always destined to be last
so smile and cry, laugh and love
I'll watch from a distant place
flirt and dance, push and shove
yet you'll never know my face
as the sun goes down
and the night wakes
slip on that stary gown
and prepare your shakes
the ones you do
to taunt and tease
the ones you do
to let them please
just remember
that it will end
just remember
hearts can't mend
Ok I thought my account was deleted, only to find out that the new forum decided to be started while I was logged on. boy I feel like an idiot.

People demand freedom of speech to make up for the freedom of thought which they avoid. --Soren Kierkegaard

Startime
Member Ascendant

since 2000-10-03

Posts 5918
Canada

1 posted 2001-11-15 09:01 PM

Filled with such a mixture of emotions trying to be heard but hidden. Very well written.

Love I leave with you whether it is in your life now or yet the essense of your dreams.

peaches73533
Senior Member

since 2001-11-04

Posts 981
OK, USA

2 posted 2001-11-15 09:09 PM

Such a sad write,but I definetly get the point.Hopefully not hidden forever.
Peaches

Temptress

Moderator

Member Rara Avis

since 1999-06-15

Posts 7136
Mobile, AL

3 posted 2001-12-03 08:44 PM

Here I am looking for treasures, and I find a good of yours. Enjoyed, Des!

Your storm of assumption feeds anger I am calm enough to hold inside. Don't pretend to know me if you've never put stretched out your heart with since

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