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Mistletoe Angel 
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
 Wonderful By: Noah Eaton 10/15/01 I am going on 18 in two weeks I watch as all my youth fades away Everything I’ve always wanted so badly Seems to fade I wish I could have had a friend That I could walk and talk to when I’m alone All I was before is all shattered Where will my future go? I remember those days When I thought everything can change I could have those who would love and look up to me You’d say that someday Everything would be wonderful and gay I would be loved and free… Even now I sit on a cold empty swing I thought I could touch the stars, but no one was there to push me I stay alone at home, gazing on a computer screen Wishing for all the friends I love, that I could see To let me know I’m not all alone I will be loved in my life That I could hug you close And have someone to cry and talk to within sight I explore a college campus And I feel so apprehensive If things could change out here If someone would welcome me I could talk to someone and believe That everything can become wonderful for me… I just want to feel alive I want to feel loved in my life I can’t bear now to hear That everything will be wonderful someday soon I want to feel happy I feel like I’m in black and white Buried in the classifieds Every time I walk this world Without a hand to hold Without gleeful memories to own Without my dream girl I enter another year And I shed another tear Wishing if things can change If I will ever love someone Praying I don’t come undone If everything will be wonderful someday I feel no one loves me anymore... I feel no one loves me anymore... |
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Martie
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Noah--There was a time when I felt just this way...Hugs!! |
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Tracey Member Elite
since 2001-08-29
Posts 2808where insanity meets breeding |
Ah this is heart wrenching. I could say that you'll have plenty of time to find a special someone in your life (probably more than one), but that's not how you feel right now, and probably not what you want to hear. But, trust me, you will find that person one day If she who dies with the most toys wins, then can I have some toy boys please? |
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sunshinemist Senior Member
since 2001-09-29
Posts 595Fl. sunshines early mist |
Very lovely, yet sad poem. I felt your every word and I have been at that place many moons ago. Keep searching, you will find that one for you.  ~hugs~ smiles ~Marie~ |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(big hugggsssssss) Thank you for your comments! Maybe someday I will be loved by someone, maybe...It was nice knowing all of you, but it's time for me go; it seems like very few care about my work here. May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton |
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Larry C
since 2001-09-10
Posts 10286United States |
Noah, Where are you? Don't give up on us yet. I've read your comments on the poems of others and they are so tender. You have much to give my friend. We have much to offer. I've been as lonely as you. I know that pain. Don't give up. Come back again. Sin isn't fair, but God got even, grace isn't fair either. larry c |
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