As I start a fresh slate, ive come to the answer that shows me in differnt lights. Adding and suracting negatives and postives. My dear love asked me to write a happy poem. I think he likes my smiles better than my tears. So here Brad enjoy and I'm cheering up. (smile)  


The sun bakes my skin
already brown from my
south american and
middle eastern heritage
relaxing while a breeze
flows across my naked torso
the towel covers the ground
for my skin
a little sigh and little moan
the tranquil atomsphere
has started my healing
Wishes and scenarois play
in my head
ideas for stories and poems
wishes that you could be
next to me
forgetting all that Ive done
embracing the thoughts
that i actually might be worth
something to someone
even though Ill trip and
stumble when I get up I know
That my friends will be there
to help me back up
all of a sudden a loud burst
of laughters surrounds me
smiling faces in their bathing
suits, waiting to go swimming
in my pools
Johnny in his boardshorts
and sexy californian smile
Sam with her funky bellybutton ring
flirting with Josh
And then theres me smiling and
laughing


Regina

[This message has been edited by Ina (edited 07-27-2001).]

"Reality is just a crutch for people who can't cope with drugs." -- Robin Williams

I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

Somewhere out there a cow is laughing at you

You think yourself a failure, but perhaps the biggest loss is winning.

hi Sweets, Lizzy, Kris, Ina, Allysa, Erica, Minna, Kit, Kamie, Javi, Jenn, Sharon, Nan, Cawlee, Cherish, Ashley, Sara, Justine, Leah, Jess, Kimmie, Ma

bye lizzy,javi,acire,cherish,SEA,vicky,laura,andrea,jessa and anyone else i forgot i will be back to torment you soon muhahahahahahaha