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Deep_Inside
Member

since 2002-02-14

Posts 377
i can't stop hiding

0 posted 2002-02-20 02:30 AM

life sucks
that’s nothing new
sitting here
with nothing to do

my friends suck
all the time
they ask what’s wrong
i tell them it’s fine

GOD everything is different
when your depressed
shamed you don’t show it
so it just gets suppressed

the teacher yells
because i’m not listening
the stops and continues
she sees the hate in my eyes glistening

the next to me
dressed in red
that lustful color
hurts my head

so my pain
starts to grow
and now my anger
starts to show

so i take some pills
the anger is suppressed
now all i know
is to be depressed

Thank you for your time :shy:

when you live you die
when you die your forgotten
when your forgotten you truly die

Erin
Member Elite

since 2000-06-15

Posts 2527
~Chicago~

1 posted 2002-02-20 04:32 AM

WOW!!! Good work here...You really opened a part of yourself that is hard to talk about...

I just dont understand how you cant talk to your friends (even if they do suck as you say)...Cause if you can write about it and let all kinds of people you barely know hear about it then you should talk to your friends...

~ShAtTeReD mEmOrIeS,
aRe AlL i HaVe LeFt,
Of YoU aNd Me.~

Deep_Inside
Member

since 2002-02-14

Posts 377
i can't stop hiding

2 posted 2002-02-20 02:35 PM

well the thing is that you all could be just next store to me or you could be on the other side of the wourld. well any way one of the other reasons is that you can't turn me into the mental hospittle of you thought that i was going to kill myself so in all of that i find comfort.

Thank you for your time :shy:

when you live you die
when you die your forgotten
when your forgotten you truly die

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

3 posted 2002-02-20 06:54 PM

you really opened yourself with this poem...it was great!! This is exactly how I was..especially with the teachers and friends thing that you mentioned..::hugs:: hang in there

mE & cHrIsTiNe GaVe A WhOlE nEw mEaNiNg tO ThE wOrD "iNcOgNiTo"

gracianna
Member

since 2002-02-17

Posts 165
A 14 year hell

4 posted 2002-02-22 09:16 PM

Wow...that sounded like it was written about me...

I give a whole new meaning to the word 'sad.'

Kandi
Member

since 2000-06-14

Posts 354
North of Hell

5 posted 2002-02-23 12:28 PM

This really impressed me, especially the honesty and openness that you express your feelings with. Great job - i hope writing this helped you sort things out.

The day you were born, you were born free
That is your privilege.

SEA

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Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

6 posted 2002-02-23 02:21 AM

the flow of this is great....and the fustration comes through so clear....excellent writing

Lisa_bebe15
Member

since 2001-11-15

Posts 151
Florida

7 posted 2002-02-23 08:52 PM

I know how that feels..I know exactly how that feels..to be depressed and your friends dont care..or dont ask..taking pills to control it..or to try to get away from this horrid place called earth..I can relate to that..
Lisa Ann
AIM-lisapigtails100

"Water Over Matter"

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