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Deafness Nearly Costing My Job
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Deafness Nearly Costing My Job |
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Ree Ree Member
since 2001-06-28
Posts 56providence, RI |
There’s a place inside my head and I swear to god it’s dead or at least it’s dreary, really scary the things I see and hear. My worst fears are now unfolding in my mind the pain is growing now I’m starting to hate to sleep because that’s when these nightmares creep in the dark spots of my mind cold and frightening, so unkind. And all the things I’ve ever wanted are some how now coming true and I don’t know what to do cause they’re not like they should be. ‘Cause we’re sitting here, you’re holding me I seem so happy, you must see and all that I can think of is this my perfect world of you and me. I’m thinking things will soon be good my hopes are high, my doubts diminished if only I knew we’d never be finished we’re happy now and finally we’ve got what we deserve. This place holds my deepest thoughts things I wouldn’t tell a soul things no one could ever know dark and secret in my mind. And I’m lying in a field using my hand as a shield for the sharp rays of the sun are simply making me go blind. For some reason I’m not happy actually this dreams kind-of crappy and weird things then start to happen things that I have grown to fear. Rigid lies and hard deceit those with which I can’t compete I can’t kill these things that lurk here lurk so deeply in my sleep. And I’m waiting at the bus stop for my love to come to me but it seems that he’s to busy with this girl, her name is Lizy to remember that I’m waiting for him to get his dumb ass here. This place holds my doubts, my dreams things no one could ever see I can’t understand this me the one in this place, dark and dreary. And I’m crying by the phone now ‘cause I heard it all again those dumb messages that scare me things they say only to hurt me things they say that break my heart. But I’m waiting here, still for him all in tears, my tears for us ‘cause I said that I’d forgive him but it doesn’t seem I trust. And I know that they’re just nightmares but I don’t know what to do ‘cause they’re getting to me now they’re making me feel doubts for you. And I hope that I can make it if only I knew I could take it take this love, this crazy feeling make it last for ages on. ‘Cause I know that you too feel it but I don’t know how to deal with these things that my head is saying that you’ve done to change my mind. In this place inside my head this place I now am sure is dead confusion’s reign of lasting pain is lodging deep within my brain So for now I’m looking for a way to get to the world outside but until then I’ll have to hide from all these things I’ve grown to fear. All these things that just won’t leave me all these things I just don’t need to be thinking of right now because they only make me bleed. There’s a place where there’s no sleep where the darkest demons creep where both doubt and dream aren’t what they seem where I now sit and weep. |
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Ree Ree Member
since 2001-06-28
Posts 56providence, RI |
sorry about the way it came out, for some reason some of it got messed up....damn it...o well...sorry again : ) |
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Jenn Cirrincione
since 2000-07-02
Posts 2107Fl |
No no no. I like the way it came out. It added to it...kinda made me work for it too  I'm surprised no one's yet replied. I liked the raw honesty here. This was really well done. Jenn "You are the strength, that keeps me walking- you are the hope that keeps me trusting." |
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xShUgArHiGhx
since 2000-09-26
Posts 3150tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs |
very strong piece and full of emotion....amazing job ShE'S nOt ThE kInDa GiRL..WhO lIkeS tO tElL tHe WorLd AbOuT tHe Way She FEEL'S aBouT hErSelf...ShE tAkEs a LiTtLe TiMe In MakIn uP hEr MiNd.. |
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