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Wishing For Love |
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Jesse Jaymz Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708Youngstown, ohio 
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hey yall *hugs to all* this is the first thing i have posted in a very very very long time. tell me what yall think. hope ya like it  Wishing For Love my hearts been shatterd a thousand times you think it woudnt hurt anymore but here i am again with the peices in my hands crying and shaking on the floor scars on my heart go deep to my soul happyness is mocking me while lonelyness takes its toll what do i always do wrong? to make love run away is it something i dont do? or the things i dont say? i always hear that i am a pefect little angel they wish there boyfirends where more like me if i am so perfect why am i alone thats something i just cant see always a friend and never a lover crying in the shadows watching you with the others wishing i was the one that you held tight the one that you loved with all of your might but you are lost in him and i have lost myself so you have put my love way up on a shelf i have such a huge heart i wish someone would give me that chance to show them how much love i have to dazzle them with romance but they see my long hair, my tattoos, my scars and they run away never getting a chance to see the real me to see that i aint really that way all i really am is a lonely helpless soul crying out for someone to hold me someone to fill this hole someone to love me someone to care someone that wont leave me in my time of dispair i know that i aint beautiful i know i aint that smart and that the only thing i can give to someone is my batterd broken heart i hope that someone takes it and loves it once again i hope that one day i will be more then just a friend till then i stare up in the sky and wish on the stars so bright for someone to be mine and hold me with all there might if tomarrow comes and i am still just a friend then i will be back here tomarrow night wishing for love again... Jesse C. Jaymz When I was a young man I vowed never to marry until I found the ideal woman. Well, I found her - but, alas, she was waiting for the perfect man. :( |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Yeah this is good Jesse...James |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone |
Sweet poet, we all wish for love, you speak for many. Peace Sandra |
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Tamma
since 2000-01-17
Posts 794In His Arms, Harpers Ferry, WV |
Jesse! I'll always love you! *hugz and kisses* "A friend's shoulder makes a |
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Titia Geertman Member Ascendant
since 2001-05-07
Posts 5182Netherlands |
i hope that one day i will be more then just a friend till then i stare up in the sky and wish on the stars so bright for someone to be mine You have to look down pal, cause there are the ladies  Very nice write, loved it. Titia A rose is a rose is a rose...I guess... |
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inot2B Member Elite
since 2000-09-18
Posts 2205Arkansas |
So glad to see you back and writing for us. I've learned from years of observing that man is not just his outside appearance but what he shows from his heart. You kind Sir show nothing but love. Jesse look around, she may be there waiting for you to notice her. Good luck! |
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WhiteDragon Member
since 2001-07-07
Posts 70O-town, Fl |
Jesse, that was amazing. I thoroughly enjoyed it. I know what it feels like to just be a friend when you want more. Keep writing. God BLess, Jeremy |
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Jesse Jaymz Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708Youngstown, ohio |
james: thank you my friend sandra: *hugs* you have been a good friend threw all of this. *hugs* thank you hun. you have a place in my heart always.  tamma: *hugs* you made this southerner blush. you know if i could get to see ya on my trip this week i would retun that hug with much love  thank you so much Titia: i am very glad you liked this. and thank you so much for the e-mail. i hope to get to know ya better *hugs* hopefully i will learn how to use those grapics one of these days hehehehee inot2B: i will have to start looking around. just wish i could see what everyone else see's in me. thank you for the reply and the welcome back WhiteDragon: thank you so much for the reply. and let me welcome you to passions. and yes it is VERY hard being only a friend when you love so much. very hard.  thanks agian  When I was a young man I vowed never to marry until I found the ideal woman. Well, I found her - but, alas, she was waiting for the perfect man. :( |
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dgvarner Member Elite
since 2000-05-13
Posts 3552High Springs, Florida |
hey angel..good to see you here i have much to say..but will be here all day if i get started...  so i'll come back later to get all philisophical on ya..  for now though..yes i think this is a good poem..and i'm so glad you decided not to fly too far away from us so long as youve got soul to lend..this is a great place to lend it remember, your wings take you where you choose, angel... hugs, g "If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend." |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
JesseJaymz~ Sweetie ... believe it or not ... she just hasn't come your way YET ! She will and when she does ... I'm gonna be right here to remind you that We told you so ! You ARE an !Keep smiling ... keep winging it ! !  Love n' hugs~ ~*Marge*~ ~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~ |
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Jesse Jaymz Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708Youngstown, ohio |
dgvarner: i know you could get talking all day and if it wasnt for those days of talking i might be worse then i am. *hugs* thank you hun for being there for me oh yeah and guess what?? give me about a month and your gonna get a surprize *shhhh*  Marge: hun you are such a sweetie. *hugs and lots of kisses* i have been trying to get a hold of you on icq but i never see you on. please e-mail me would love to chat with you. and thank you again. and i cant wait for the day when you can tell me i told you so your the angel not me Jesse When I was a young man I vowed never to marry until I found the ideal woman. Well, I found her - but, alas, she was waiting for the perfect man. :( |
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dgvarner Member Elite
since 2000-05-13
Posts 3552High Springs, Florida |
a surprise?? cool!  my tape you promised?? that wont take a month (!) will it?? "If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend." |
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Jesse Jaymz Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708Youngstown, ohio |
hun *hugs* better then a tape it was something i thought of last night. when i see you on i will tell ya didnt see you today hope to see you soon hunnyjesse When I was a young man I vowed never to marry until I found the ideal woman. Well, I found her - but, alas, she was waiting for the perfect man. :( |
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Victoria
since 2000-08-12
Posts 5869 |
Glad to see you writing again jesse.. hugss keep up the good work.  ~Victoria~ Every child is an artist. The challenge is to remain an artist once he grows up. |
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vlraynes Member Rara Avis
since 2000-07-25
Posts 8229Somewhere... out there... |
Jesse- Glad you're posting again.. This just has an all too familiar ache to it...i can relate to this one more than you know. you've expressed these feelings well. Just don't ever give up...she will come along someday, and she'll be sorry she didn't find you sooner.. hugs, ~vicky "...until you have read the verse on his |
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Blaec Member
since 2001-04-23
Posts 130The Sunshine State |
This is beautiful. I hope that you find the love that you are aching for. Kris |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
Gotcha' covered ! ~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~ |
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ethome Member Patricius
since 2000-05-14
Posts 11858New Brunswick Canada |
Hold on to those thoughts and dreams Jesse! Very nicely written piece! |
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