In Losing Myself I Found Myself

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MIdsummerRain
Member

since 2002-05-19

Posts 175
St. Louis, Missouri

0 posted 2002-06-30 02:55 AM

A womans heart is an ocean of secrets, simply an ocean of dreams
I am a woman who trails her fingers through heavens golden seams
A woman whose lips once parted with simplicity & ease
Whose hair would shine & rise above, at every comming breeze
A woman whose eyes once glistened like the sea after a storm
Whose hands were inviting & to a small child seemed warm
Yet even though her lips still part, it leaves her bewildered, oftened perplexed
& as her hair gets lost in the wind, it becomes tangled & vexed
Eyes that once sparkled against the sea, now becomes the storm that raged
& hands that chased the rain, bear troubles where a war was waged
Then tell me its just one more day in paradise for me . . .for me
Tell me -so that maybe I'll have a reason to laugh- & we'll agree to disagree
Im fearless yet petrified, & though Im iridecent,  Im dreary
My head is held as high as it can go, & yet Im weary
Ive risked my dreams for what I thought I could complete
So many hours, of so much pain; I only ended in defeat
This is not about you anymore, love; Your a coward & I must confess,
That in losing myself  -I found myself-  So, you see . . .True Love happens less & less
Ive wasted countless writtings & hours of words to what I thought I knew
& that unjustice, that unraveling of my heart -now- only ends with you;
I was told once "The first sigh of love is the last of wisdom" It just hits me now
That Im just a young girl who needs to be needed; dont ask me how
But if you have the courage to love, you have the courage to suffer, yet the courage Ive found
But I want to find a  Love . . . virtuous, melodious, absolute, deep & profound
Then this is my serinity, my salvation on life,  -on love-   take it for what you will
Know that my dream is not forgotten, give me just a day,  just a night to be fulfilled

For in much wisdom is much grief
& he who increases knowledge
    increases sorrow...
                  Eccl. 1:18

[This message has been edited by MIdsummerRain (07-02-2002 04:20 AM).]

Purity
Senior Member

since 2001-11-20

Posts 526
Once Upon, USA

1 posted 2002-06-30 03:41 AM

Simply astonishing. Extremely creative style.
And personally, I truly hope and pray after that offering that you do, indeed find what you want, need and simply deserve. Beautiful, wonderful.

bsquirrel