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qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

0 posted 2001-08-26 04:36 PM

MEANINGLESS

Crying myself to sleep,
sometimes not even knowing why.
I am so weak,
but act much stronger.
I can't hide in this mask forever,
don't even know how much longer.
A fake smile & laughs,
should really be sobs & a frown.
What happens when I can't hide anymore,
& my wall crumbles down?
Can I live a normal life,
& be who I really am?
Can I open up completly,
to the one person I truly love?
Living a life of confusion.
Not knowing where it leads.
How can I give my life meaning,
if I don't know what it already means?
Will it ever get better,
or will it just get worse?
I feel like I'm the only one that hurts,
the only one who has this curse.
I know my life is real,
but meaningless,
is how I feel!

LOVE ELMO

[This message has been edited by qtpieelmo (edited 08-26-2001).]

ramrog
Member

since 2001-08-22

Posts 50

1 posted 2001-08-27 12:35 PM

I also sometimes long to shed the facade. It helps to be here some, eh? Nicely expressed.

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

2 posted 2001-08-27 08:08 AM

Yea exactly--Thanx!

LOVE ELMO

Dark Kisses
Member

since 2001-06-24

Posts 364
Flat lands of Kansas

3 posted 2001-08-28 11:17 AM

*Meaningless* .... yea I feel that way alot. Kinda like.. *why the hell am I even here?* kinda thing. I know, stop looking at the bad and start looking for the good. But geez, sometimes the bad over weighs everything else. Nicely written, girl!! Puts many thoughts in my head!

Mags

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

4 posted 2001-08-28 01:39 PM

LoL--yea i can definatly relate to that--Thanx!!

LOVE ELMO

Rosebud1229
Senior Member

since 2000-04-05

Posts 1813
North Carolina

5 posted 2001-08-28 11:31 PM

awesome poem, look around and see that clearly you were meant to be though sometimes life throws a punch, life also offers life.

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

6 posted 2001-08-29 08:40 AM

Thanx!--I'm looking around, but don't see anyone here

LOVE ELMO

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