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Allysa

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since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

0 posted 2001-05-10 03:45 PM

Jesie, I'm sorry I never called,
I'm sorry we fought that one time,
I'm sorry I'm crying,
I know you don't want me to.
I'm sorry for what he did to you,
I'm sorry for the pain he caused you,
I'm sorry for everything he did,
and all I didn't do.
Jesie, I'm sorry about your mother,
and your father too,
although he died years ago,
I know he meant a lot to you.
I'm sorry for never saying hi,
when we came back from summer break,
I'm sorry for the pain he's caused,
all this will never be through.
Jesie, I'm sorry for being mean,
for calling your friends "oversized h****** mamas"
but you know what they said and you stopped them,
and they all miss you too.
I'm sorry about Alex and Brittany,
I've tried to keep him happy,
but that's the only way,
there's nothing I can do.
Jesie, I'm sorry I didn't go to your funeral,
it's not like I had better things to do,
It's just that I was scared,
and I'm sorry for that too.
I'm sorry for everything I've ever done,
for anything I've ever done to you,
I'm sorry about everything,
and I'll never forget you.

I wish people would stop telling me that I can do anything I want to. I never thought that I couldn't.
Life's tough, get a helmet.

SEA

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Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

1 posted 2001-05-10 03:51 PM

this really goes right to the heart....if this is real, I say try not to be too upset, I'm sure Jesie understands....forgive yourself...it really is ok..

hugs to you

SEA

Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

2 posted 2001-05-10 03:55 PM

it's all real. Jesica Ann Young died on September 19, 2000 because of her ******* *** ex-step father, larry. He murdered her, her mother, and a man by the name of Nathan Marshall. ANyways, thanks. Hugs.

I wish people would stop telling me that I can do anything I want to. I never thought that I couldn't.
Life's tough, get a helmet.

SEA

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Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

3 posted 2001-05-10 05:50 PM

I'm so sorry....if you ever just need to talk....just email me ok?

SEA

Lakewalker
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since 2000-08-05

Posts 3289
On the streets w/ people

4 posted 2001-05-10 07:35 PM

Allysa, this was very emotional, great job of expressing your feelings!

"Be kind for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle" Plato.

Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

5 posted 2001-05-11 08:01 AM

thanks you two, It's nice to know you're here.

I wish people would stop telling me that I can do anything I want to. I never thought that I couldn't.
Life's tough, get a helmet.

banburycross
Senior Member

since 2001-03-27

Posts 946
viginia

6 posted 2001-05-11 08:23 AM

i'm here too

this is one of the most powerful poems i have ever read. from the opening you had my complete attention and you had me shaking with the emotion radiating from this piece. i recently lost someone that i knew (two days ago in fact), so this really got to me. everyone at passions is here if you need us, write me if you need someone to talk to. *bear hug*

Sometimes, the things that go unsaid are the only things worth hearing.

Allan Riverwood

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since 2001-01-04

Posts 3502
Winnipeg

7 posted 2001-05-11 04:59 PM

... oh my, this had a definite impact on me. I'm so sorry for what happened, if you ever need someone I'm also here for you.

I think everyone at PIP is.
~Allan

Build a man a fire, and he's warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life.
~Unknown

Dopey Dope

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Member Patricius

since 2000-08-30

Posts 11132
San Juan, Puerto Rico

8 posted 2001-05-16 02:03 AM

Allysa well done on the poem, but quit it with the *****'s....ok? ok

Anyway....hope to see more!

I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

I'm in love with my shadow
I admire it daily

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

9 posted 2001-05-22 12:25 PM

I'll let the ******s go
~*hugs*~
just email me if you need someone to talk to Asylla
cheer up

"So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this give life to thee." W.S.

Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

10 posted 2001-05-22 01:53 PM

thank you Acire. No more *****'s, I promise. But it deserved it, and I didn't know if I could put hoochie in a poem. Anyways, it was called for, because of how PATIONATLY I FEEL ABOUT ALL THIS. Well, byes!

I know you're in a better place and though I cannot see your face, I know you're smiling down on me, saying everything's okay. ~R Kelly (I wish)

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

11 posted 2001-05-22 07:40 PM

no problem Allysa

"So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this give life to thee." W.S.

Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

12 posted 2001-05-25 03:49 PM

I know you're in a better place and though I cannot see your face, I know you're smiling down on me, saying everything's okay. ~R Kelly (I wish)

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