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Lucie
Senior Member

since 1999-06-20

Posts 1077
Houston

0 posted 2001-03-07 03:33 PM

Dirty secrets held inside.
Marks and bruises she must hide.
There is no where left to turn.
She is here alone.

Time and time she begged he stop,
each time his fists of steel did drop.
She cried until the tears ran dry.
She is here alone.

She lost the worldly things she owned,
soon found herself without a home.
Because he had a love for drugs.
She is here alone.

She believed in him when no one did.
Behind a wall of hope she hid.
Until the day she realized.
She is here alone.

An independant spirit falls.
A past member of these sacred halls.
She prays and thanks the lord above.
That she is here alone.

Someday I hope that I can write the words that have lain dormant so long inside while he controlled and took my power away. I have missed my poetry and hope that you will excuse this terrible first posting from a long forgotten poet.

Lucie

With perseverance even the snail reached the Ark.

serenity blaze
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since 2000-02-02

Posts 27738

1 posted 2001-03-07 03:38 PM

Guess what Lucie? "She" is no longer alone. A Welcome HUG from me to you! I understand.

JLR
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since 2001-02-04

Posts 1785

2 posted 2001-03-07 03:43 PM

Powerful post! So glad, too, you are alone...but not alone, you are here!

Sunshine

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since 1999-06-25

Posts 63354
Listening to every heart

3 posted 2001-03-07 03:57 PM

You will be lifted and gifted here among the walls of blue...we are here with you Lucie.

A belated welcome...

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

4 posted 2001-03-07 04:02 PM

Yes take your life back Lucie...James

suthern

Member Seraphic

since 1999-07-29

Posts 20723
Louisiana

5 posted 2001-03-07 04:50 PM

You were missed, Lucie, but never forgotten. And I'm sorry your devotion was answered with such disappointment and pain... but glad you're writing again! Welcome back! *S*

Brian Beaudry
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since 2001-03-03

Posts 57
Northern Ontario Canada

6 posted 2001-03-07 05:57 PM

Arms thrown wide and sending a big hug Lucie. Not a terrible write at all, far from it, it flows from the heart of someone that has suffered and overcome the horrors of abuse. Welcome to this forum and welcome to my heart dear friend!!

Marge Tindal

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since 1999-11-06

Posts 42384
Florida's Foreverly Shores

7 posted 2001-03-07 07:03 PM

Lucie~
It is sooooooo good to see you here !
*Hugs* of welcome from Passion's friends await you.

Welcome home.
~*Marge*~

~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~
noles1@totcon.com

Poet deVine

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since 1999-05-26

Posts 22612
Hurricane Alley

8 posted 2001-03-07 07:11 PM

Lucie, my dear, you could never be forgotten!! We've often wondered how you were doing. I'm so glad to know that you are ok! Welcome home.....now rest here in our blue heaven...relax and get your muse back.

Balladeer

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since 1999-06-05

Posts 25505
Ft. Lauderdale, Fl USA

9 posted 2001-03-07 07:41 PM

Talent and inner beauty like yours is never forgotten, Lucie....welcome back

Toerag
Member Ascendant

since 1999-07-29

Posts 5622
Ala bam a

10 posted 2001-03-07 08:20 PM

LUCIE!!! how in the hell are ya gal?....Sure have missed your lunatic ways....now I don't feel nearly as alone as I have?.....It's nice to see ya back.....what color panties are ya wearing?....Ya wanna fool around?....Good to see ya gal....take care, be good, have erotic dreams of a Toerag....(now isn't that kinda nauseating?)

Lone Wolf
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since 2000-03-16

Posts 5842
Lansing, MI USA

11 posted 2001-03-07 09:15 PM

Lucie,

I know there is much sadness behind these words, but I am proud you posted them. it is never easy to talk about such things, but writing about it will help free you. Always remember, YOU are in control now. Wonderful work.

Lone Wolf

Poetry should surprise by fine excess...it should strike the reader as a wording of his own highest thoughts and appear almost a remembrance. -J.Keats

WhtDove
Member Rara Avis

since 1999-07-22

Posts 9245
Illinois

12 posted 2001-03-07 09:24 PM

I was just asking about you the other day.
I'm so glad you're back!!

This is really sad, but I can sure relate to it. It's not bad at all, but puts across the true pain we go through.

I wrote one too, just a little while ago. I guess it's that time to come out.

Inferno Within

~hugs~

[This message has been edited by WhtDove (edited 03-07-2001).]

Lucie
Senior Member

since 1999-06-20

Posts 1077
Houston

13 posted 2001-03-08 11:52 AM

To all my "old" and "new" friends. Thank you all for your words of welcome and support. I am still going through some transitional changes and believe it or not.. I miss the *******. I guess that just shows how skilled an abuser is at gaining control over somones life and emotions. But I will not give up in my quest for "self".

Look for me.. I won't be silenced any longer.

PS. Toerag.. that was the best offer I have had in a looooong time.. give me time to catch my bearings and I just might take you up on it.

With perseverance even the snail reached the Ark.

WhtDove
Member Rara Avis

since 1999-07-22

Posts 9245
Illinois

14 posted 2001-03-08 08:15 PM

Well you hang in there Lucie! You can do it, I know you can!!!! I'll be your cheering squad.

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