Trying to Understand Jackie

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JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

0 posted 2000-12-20 09:02 AM

Trying to Understand Jackie

Jackie give me a clue.
If I were to fall in love with you would it matter?
A yes or no will to do.
I admit at first I didn't see your beauty.
So we got off to a slow start.
But after I got my appreciation going it didn't take you long to win a place within my heart.
Those were beautiful days we spent together.
Why did you choose for them to end
and why do I want them to last forever?
I have so many things to say
and so little time in which to enjoy your company.
You're making it really hard to live my dreams
and messin up my self esteem.
Sometimes I feel like a scared rabbit being chased everywhere by a bear.
Is this the price I must pay because I choose to care?
Why have I found tears in my eyes?
Why do I see so many cloudy skies?
Emotionally I've seen better days.
Am I broken hearted? No, I'll be fine.
Am I glad we parted? Have you lost your mind.
Will I be alright?
Sometimes I get lonely in the middle of the night.
Will she be coming back to me?
I certainly hope so because I love her company.
Feel like I don't know what to say or do.
So I will do as she say's even if it means being lonely in the middle of the night.
If it's impossible to please you in my presence
perhaps I can in my absentee.
You know exactly where I am anyway
and you still possess my key.
And even though time and space have come between us
they control not our destiny.
I told you ten times that I miss you.
So if you miss me just one minute
don't waste another minute missing me
when you could be spending time hugging and kissing me.
That's the Jackie I understand and the reason
I want to be your man.
And I'm still unable to imagine which selection of my affection delivered these tarnished golden days my way.
Whatever you're in the process of doing to me it's not working.
I feel like I'm falling in Love with you.
And I still don't have a clue
to understanding Jackie.

Jameslee@December20,2000
HahaImessedupbadtypingthisinthe
middleofthenightandnowit'sright.
She'sJackieChan

[This message has been edited by jmlee12345 (edited 12-20-2000).]

Cassandra
Junior Member

since 2000-12-16

Posts 48
Charlotte, North Carolina, USA

1 posted 2000-12-20 09:10 AM

This is so beautiful... It pulled me into it.. and I felt as if I was the one speaking the words.. it broke my heart. I really love this poem. Thank you so much for sharing it, and may you get all the love and joy you deserve in life. Happy holidays, friend.

*hugs*

--Cassandra

Paula Finn
Member Ascendant

since 2000-06-17

Posts 5546
missouri

2 posted 2000-12-20 10:13 AM

James oh babe...hugs to you...she just wasnt the one if she can let you go like that...

Victoria

Member Ascendant

since 2000-08-12

Posts 5869

3 posted 2000-12-20 10:24 AM

Give her a chance to miss you James..i can feel the pain in your heart..hope the new year brings you lots of joy..

~Victoria~

A poem is never finished, only abandoned.
- Paul Valery (1871-1945)

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

4 posted 2000-12-20 05:38 PM

Thanks so much Cassandra, Paula and Victoria.
I had to do a major edit on this one..I had everything written down beautifully and I kept falling asleep at the keyboard and typing the same line two and three times and skipping over lines and when I read this the next day I'm thinking who the heck wrote this...it wasn't me...so I have edited and this is the correct version.

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

5 posted 2001-01-05 07:31 AM

Still trying to understand Jackie...I believe it is all about freedom...James

BloomingRose
Member Elite

since 2000-08-09

Posts 3092
Florida

6 posted 2001-01-05 08:47 AM

When you find the right person and you both truly "connect"...you both will know.
That is the best of the best, so remember not to settle for less.
btw, great expression in your poem.
Deb

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

7 posted 2001-01-09 01:44 PM

Thank you Deb I appreciate your comments...James

Aimster
Member Elite

since 2000-02-19

Posts 4297
Charlotte, NC

8 posted 2001-01-09 03:19 PM

James~
simply beautiful work! such love and
beauty flowing through your pen. but
then again i expect no less from you.
take care.
amy

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