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poems of sadness and pain ( Sorry)
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poems of sadness and pain ( Sorry) |
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maxtec1 Senior Member
since 2000-12-09
Posts 577Garland, Tx |
My friends please forgive me. I have had some things in my life that have gotten me down and feel the need to revisit some old poems of sadness and hurt. It is my way of venting. Tomorrow or the day after will be a new day and once again I will return to myself. Thank you all for your support and comments. Oh by the way sorry if I went over the amount of postings for one day. Love ya all, Richard Never Again By Richard Maxfield 12-17-2000 No more tears I have for you Never again Feeling blue Your last arrow Missed its mark Fired your shot A shot in the dark Revenge on you Has never been mine You’ll get what’s coming In it’s sweet time I pick up my heart And kick my can Stand proud For I’m still a man I know the truth With out a doubt It wont be long You’ll be found out You’re the loser It’s not me It really don’t matter If you see For I did right You did the wrong Sold your soul For a fantasy song Affair By Richard Maxfield Broken trust Broken heart Pain of hurt That’s just the start Confusion No self-esteem Lonely nights Hellish dreams Denial Mega rejection Loss of love No affection Anger Rage filled Lost in the fog All pride killed Bargaining If you only would I know we can I know I could Depression As the clock ticks Empty now My bag of tricks Acceptance Of what you did What of me What of our kid Are you aware There’s nothing fair About your affair I do declair Do You Think of Me by Richard Maxfield 6-12-98 Do you think of me In the still of the night Remember when I held you tight Do you think of me The love we did share To you all my love Was it so fair Do you think of my kisses All for you All of the things We used to do All of the dances In the pale moon light I know our love Was forever right Do you ever long To see my face Walk down To our favorite place Hand and hand As we use to do No one on earth But me and you Long nights spent In tender embrace My lips kissing Your sweet face My warm breath Soft on your ear Whisper I love you The sound so clear Making love Till morns first light When nothing was wrong Everything just right Do you miss these things The way I do When there was a thing Called me and you When things go wrong You need a hand Do you remember When I was your man Do you think of me? Copyright# RM99R4 DOES HE TOUCH YOU by Richard Maxfield 2-27-99 Does he touch you The way I used to do To sleep next to him and hold him tight Does it feel good and does it feel right Does he say the things you want hear Does he chase away your all fear Does he reach out to touch your face Does his touch make your heart race Does he love you more than life its self or does he keep some on a shelf Does he long to grow old with you Would he take care and see you through Does he run his fingers through your hair Years from now will he be there Does he love every wrinkle on you face Is it home or just his place Does he gently kiss your ear are his intuitions all ways clear with each hair that turns gray is it forever or just a day would he lay down his life like I would do for my wife Will he be there when you call or to pick you up when you fall Is he worth all your trust or will your life with him be a bust Will he hold you as years pass by and kiss away the tears that you cry Life is short and so is the night make sure all you have done is right Will he love you for ever and a day or are they just words he might say What didn’t I do what didn’t I say I loved you with my all every day My heart I gave for you to keep I think of you even when I sleep Copyright #RM99R4 |
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Lady Lightning Member
since 2000-12-04
Posts 422Kentucky |
Oh how you think with my head,,or maybe I think with yours..  This time you made me get wet-cheeked.. I'm gonna have to make a Richard folder all by itself pretty soon.. Keep smilin and writin..I love to read your work...But you knew this.. ~LL~< !signature-->The way to love anything is to realize it might be lost. author unknown [This message has been edited by Lady Lightning (edited 12-17-2000).] |
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maxtec1 Senior Member
since 2000-12-09
Posts 577Garland, Tx |
Lady thank you for your comments. This is a hard time of the year with all that goes on. This also is the time of the year in 97 when I caught her in a car in a bar parking lot doing well let me say something she only should have been doing to me. Such is life and it goes on. Some day I will meet a lady with a romantic heart that is as true to her mate as I am to mine. Love and light, Richard |
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Rosebud1229 Senior Member
since 2000-04-05
Posts 1813North Carolina |
Richard, Very beautiful but as you said sad, sometimes life is that way,but I hope you will have joy for today. |
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Paula Finn Member Ascendant
since 2000-06-17
Posts 5546missouri |
Richard...this time of the year really brings this out huh? Im sorry you are hurting...and I want you to know there is at least one woman out there who wants the same things you do... |
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CocoBaci Member Elite
since 2000-05-06
Posts 3043 |
What didn’t I do what didn’t I say I loved you with my all every day My heart I gave for you to keep I think of you even when I sleep ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MAXTEC1, the above quote just clawed at my heart... You've penned such deep emotion in these poems... Thank you for sharing Hugs2U coco |
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maxtec1 Senior Member
since 2000-12-09
Posts 577Garland, Tx |
Thank you all for the wonderful comments. These for the most part old poems all but the first one. If any of you have an ex you know how they come back to haunt every once in a while. Well tis the season. I needed to vent a bit. I found i turn to my writing to do so. It is the best way and no one ever gets hurt. i feel much better after reading some of the old stuff and posting it. Weard well maybe but it works for me. i started writing when i fould out about her sexcapades. It helped me through some very tuff times. As you can tell i loved her very much and its taken me a long time to see the light of day. She still comes back to haunt me and will for some time as I have to deal with her. I have our daughter and will always have that link. Ill stop rambling now.LOL love and light to all my new found frinds. Richard |
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Charisma
since 2000-09-30
Posts 5906lost in blue pages |
don't feel sorry, when you need to revisit old poems and post them....this time of the year let us always face ourself, and when you need to vent your feelings, well I guess that passions is the right place for doing it. heartfelt poetry here, penned straith from the heart, and believe me....once you will find your romantic lady...I am sure about that. well done. ((warm hugs)) Charisma |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Sorry about the sadness in your life..Christmas does the same to me...brings back painful memories but also a wonderful time when I look for the blessings that are happening right now...James |
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