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whitedove Junior Member
since 2005-11-26
Posts 42 |
My mind wanders back Through the years and the tears Taking the journey that Was to be forgotten The pain rises, and then falls Like waterdrop crystals in the rain The memories leap forward And then die, tragedy to be erased The night it happened, my soul died A thousand times over and fear became My constant and dwelling companion Swiftly replacing the love that I felt inside The curtains were closed and the Darkness outside enveloped the sun The television hammered a show Watched a thousand times by others I wore jeans, and a jumper I think The memory fades as I journey through Years of distance in my mind Years of horror and of pain I was so innocent, I did not know The pain was to start the instant My father said "Come and share the couch" I loved him for an instant And then the pain and the scare The horror and the nightmares started The hiding and the tradegy The loss of my family The loss of my friends, the crying The hospitalisation, the therapy The arguements, suicide, Not eating and refusing to talk; confusion My soul took a dive that day. It hid beneath the pain and the misery Shining like a beacon saying I am here, when you want me All I needed to do was listen And to understand I was always there, That is was the fear that held me at bay That crumpled me into a thousand pieces www.whitedovesnest.com - a site for survivors of sexual abuse and those that support them |
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Joyce Johnson
since 2001-03-10
Posts 9912Washington State |
I am so sorry for you and others. Love, Joyce |
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midnightblues Senior Member
since 2000-07-01
Posts 1597Singapore |
Me too, very distressing.. But I believe God gave you a gift for writing and you can use it to heal  Love, MiCheLLe If there cannot be equal in affection, then let the one with more be me - midnightblues |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
What a tragic thing to happen to you. I can only imagine what it must be to have that experience and the memories of it, all your life. You are very brave to post this so that others can start to understand what happened! Good luck to you! Trillium Betty Lou Hebert |
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poise_and_rationality Junior Member
since 2006-05-06
Posts 46my mind |
 oh my god thats so tragic but the way you express it is so....intruiging....i'm sorry for the tragic memories you have but well done in not keeping it to yourself  we are all here xparxhouse of composure where is your posture? |
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