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TheGirlNoOneKnew Member
since 2003-12-04
Posts 92PA, USA |
I trusted you when I shouldn't have I let my guard down and you came in shame on me for letting you fool me with talks of friendship and sisterhood when you were the biggest liar that I had ever met. I made the mistake of liking you I defended you when others did not rumors about you would spread around the school and it was me who put them out it was me who put them in their place. Then one day he appeared to you you were drawn to him right away I couldn't see what made him so irresistable but I saw the way that you changed. You started changing what you wore you changed your whole identity for him. I was losing you to a monster every other day you'd call me up crying over what he did to you asking me for help, for guidance. And everytime I told you to leave you'd say that you loved him even if he hit you. Our friendship started to deteriorate I was left all alone in the dark he wouldn't let you see your friends and seeing me was nearly impossible then. What kind of friend does that to someone? What kind of friend were you to abandon me? The abuse kept coming bruises appeared all over your arms you'd shrug it off and say you fell down the steps or that you bumped it against the door but once I looked in your eyes and I knew the truth. Maybe it was selfish of me to give up on you like I did but what else was I to do? You lied to me dozens of times one day you weren't together the next day you were. I was tired of being pushed aside so tired of dealing with this everyday I did all I could to help you but you came to the point where our friendship didn't matter all that mattered to you was him. Now here we are months later and now you say you're sorry for choosing a guy over a friend and all I feel towards you is anger. You betrayed me when I needed you all I ever did was be there for you and you know it's true. I don't know how I feel anymore I can't go on hating you and I never really did. More than anything, I was hurt hurt that you let things go this far. So where do we go from here when all I want is to be normal again? Can we even be friends again? That idea just seems so far away I don't think I could trust you or that you could ever trust me because one thing about me is that I forgive but I never really do forget. |
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Joyce Johnson
since 2001-03-10
Posts 9912Washington State |
Stick in there. Seems she needs a friend. Joyce |
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Trillium
since 2001-03-09
Posts 12098Idaho, USA |
These incidents are always very trying and upsetting. If you can, try to salvage your friendship! Someday you may be glad you made that effort. Betty Lou Hebert |
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pictureme Member
since 2003-11-28
Posts 248Ohio, USA |
A friend in need is a friend indeed! So powerful with emotion...but I beg you to try to recapture the friendship that you had. We don't realize what we had until we loose it! We all make mistakes and need forgiveness and at the very least another chance! pictureme :-) |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
   (big angel hugs) I understand how you feel ever so much, dearest friend, and I too wish for you to try to keep the friendship as no one is perfect and se too is suffering and needs a hand and angel hug to comfort her! (sigh) God Bless You, sweet friend, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet friend, thank you for sharing!  May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "You'll find something that's enough to keep you |
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He who talks to the dead Junior Member
since 2003-07-08
Posts 30Newport, United Kingdom |
Some friendships are too important to lose, time and life are not infinite after all. Grab the moment while you can. |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
ouch |
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