Corner Pub #2 |
The Stairway to my father |
TheGirlNoOneKnew Member
since 2003-12-04
Posts 92PA, USA |
I take a step closer to eternity waiting anxiously to see your face tears are falling from my hazle eyes finally...I have found this special place. You have always been in my heart every single day, I whisper your name I miss not having a father around.... and I know it will never be the same. All the nights that I have cried wishing that God kept you alive we needed you more than he even knew my life ended too the day that you died. The young carefree child I was disappeared replaced by a little girl who was so lost had to experience pain at such a young age spent years trying to be someone I'm not. I wanted you to be proud of me Dad even though I knew you always were... wanted to show you that I was okay that through the years, I had learned. I couldn't be angry at God for what happened it was your time to go, and he called for you I just wish I could have told you goodbye... or held your hand...or wept with you too. Tears are all that I've ever known and as I take one more step to heaven I know that you will take my sorrows and comfort every single one of them. A light flashes in front of me... I'm getting so close to where you are Dad...can you hear me? I'm here how far am I from you? How far? As I approach the pearly gates I look behind me...at those stairs knew I couldn't turn back now to leave you now I couldn't bear. Then they opened...and there you stood your arms open, welcoming me in and I broke down and started to sob running to you like a little kid. Your tears soon mixed with mine as you tell me how much you've missed me that we have so much to catch up on and now that I'm here...we have eternity. |
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Sparticus Member
since 2003-11-15
Posts 245 |
A universal feeling, wanting to have that loved one hear us. You capture the feeling here. Sparticus Even with insects- |
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cusick Senior Member
since 2003-07-27
Posts 668 |
I can empathise with this as I lost my mother when I was very young. A lovely tribute to your father. Maggie |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(big hugggsssssss) God Bless You, dearest friend, this made me cry as this is soooooooo beautiful and someday you will reunite with him when the time is right and know until then he is always guiding you with his loving warmth from up above! (sigh) This is precious, sweet friend, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "You'll find something that's enough to keep you |
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