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Never Had a Heartache Hurt This Bad
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Never Had a Heartache Hurt This Bad |
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SorrowsMystress Member
since 2000-04-01
Posts 178I'm a wanderer, a nomad...I don't live in one particular area, Just wherever I end up. 
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You held me today I closed my eyes And remembered back to the days You held me like that out of love Not out of friendship I smelled your cologne And allowed it to take me back To the mornings I would wake up And smell you on my pillow. I thought I'd never again feel your arms wrapped around me.. I wanted to fall asleep And stay like that forever.... Once again safe Once again loved.... Why did you have to tease me like that? Show me affection when you knew That you would not take me back I cried to you I miss you! But you just hugged me and said goodbye While I stared at the closing door Tears stinging my eyes.... And now, after I finally stopped crying every minute of every day Without you Now that I was able to smile again You came today and held me And took all that I worked so hard for away And now I'm back where I started Crying over you Wishing I still had you Still got to hold you I would curse God above If it were to give me back All of your love But I know that you don't want me So again I'm back to Not eating Not sleeping Not wanting to move Just needing to sit and stare Into oblivion And cry these endless tears And when I close my eyes I can see you and I together And it kills me inside To know that will never again happen And that I shall be replaced And someone else will get that love That I so desprately need.... "It was my love that did us both to death. " -Sylvia Plath |
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Aimster Member Elite
since 2000-02-19
Posts 4297Charlotte, NC |
God this broke my heart in two! sad doesn't even begin to describe the intense emotion felt in this one. please try to smile a little...i know it's hard, trust me i know. take care my friend. amy  "Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is before you can meet again. And meeting again after a moment or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends." "Fate exists but it can only take you so far, Because once you're there It's up to you to make it happen." |
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Kit McCallum
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Member Laureate
since 2000-04-30
Posts 14774Ontario, Canada |
Oh my SorrowsMystress ... you've expressed so much emotion in this verse! Powerful! Beautifully penned from the heart. Best wishes, /Kit |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Whoah girl this is very intense... and I think you know that you have to start letting go... looks like he's ready to move on without you... and I know that is the saddest and loneliest feeling in this world... and I know that it is hard to let go... but I have done it many times and I didn't want to let go but when the pain became to much for me to bear...over and over again...chewing on my heart... I finally let go...and I made it on my own... but who the hell wants to be alone... so I keep searching and I hope I have finally found someone that admires and appreciates me as much as I admire them... if not the cycle will continue... Hope you are standing strong... James |
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Beth Member
since 2000-07-06
Posts 468WA, Australia |
I was literally in tears reading this work of art....such emotion and sadness. Blessed Be, Beth |
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