maybe i shouldnt ask why
maybe it would do us good
but maybe i need to know
why you feel like you are mud

i feel like this is tearing us apart
ive felt it all along
ever since we had our first "talk" about it
that thought came into my mind with a bong

you say that it seems
it seems that i dont care
is that good or bad?
but to ask i did not dare

it could be good
you say that u wish people would leave u alone
i thought i was doing good
by not expressing my inner moans

but was it really bad
was i one of the few to whom u listened
it didnt seem like it sometimes
but was i blind to the truth that infront of me glistened?

now im not sure
whether to act like i care or not
i DO care inside
but do you need to hear that or not?

i have so many questions
so much on my mind
yet so much i dare not ask
for fear of one topic that could break our bind

right now it seems
that our love is so frail
i fear that one topic might break it
that one word might make our love de-rail

but deep down i know
i know that its stronger
that to break up we'd need
to be fighting for much longer

but please remeber this:
all im trying to do is help
thats all ive ever wanted to do
all ive ever wanted to do was love and help

im here for you
if you want to need me
no matter how you treat me
just as long as in the end youll still see me

i didnt write this in response to isabel galixzea's very good poem, more, i wrote it to my girlfriend, who really liked it
in some ways i want her to read it, but im afraid it might start a fight...
but anyway, bel, plez know that i did sorta write this after i read your poem (multiple times in fact) but i do not mean to contradict your poem and what it means
thanks for reading everbody and the nice replies that i got from all my stuff
i feel like thats been too long comming!
andas usual, i leave this poem undefended to heavy critisim (i have a feeling ill get it)
c yas around!
CLB