Do I love him? Or am I inlove with him? (Let me know what you all think on this)

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CareBear3
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since 2000-11-20

Posts 39
New Hampshire

0 posted 2000-11-20 07:34 PM

"Enough"

You’re the last thing I think of before I close my eyes at night,
and you’re the first thing that comes to my mind when I wake up in the morning.

And you’re the one I think about in science when the teacher mentions something about ions and I can’t stop laughing cause I think of the movie we watched and that look you got on your face.

And it’s you who I want to see when I go down the hallway, and its you I cry about because you aren’t there.

And it’s you who I know more about than anyone in the world, and it’s you who I tell all my secrets to.

And its you who can tell by a look I give what it is I am feeling, and its you who can pick out exactly what type of guy I would drool over.

And its you who laughs at me when I say silly things, and its you who knows all my annoying habits and still puts up with me.

And its you whom I love with all of my heart, but its also you whom I can’t be with.

And its not because you don’t care for me cause I know you do every time you say my name and look at me with your eyes.

And its not because we wouldn’t match together well because I am sure there is no one in the world more perfect for me than you.

And it isn’t because we would run out of things to talk about, because we can talk about things for hours, and also never talk and still love just lying together.

And it’s not because I bug you, and it’s not because you annoy me.

And it’s not really because we cant be.

It’s simply because we aren’t.

And hopefully one day we can love each other in the way that soul mates do

And hopefully we can have a family and we can build the life we talk about wanting.

But until then the friendship that we have built means more to me than anything, and if this is all we are meant to have, then know that that is enough.

Dean
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since 1999-11-23

Posts 120
Canada

1 posted 2000-11-20 08:35 PM

I think your in love with him. just the way you talk about him. I know the feeling you get. It's been awhile since I'v got that feel over any of my girl friends. When you feel the way you do you know it just more then atraction. Wish you well and I like your poem it's cute and gets the point across.

Dean

"Live to love or why live at all"
Deano :)

LoveBug

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since 2000-01-08

Posts 4697

2 posted 2000-11-21 12:14 PM

Welcome to Passions! I'm glad that you joined us!

This is a really good piece. I believe that you are in love with him, but you are really the only one who can determine that. Thanks for posting.

PS-check your e-mail!

"Where there is great love there are always miracles" -Cather
"Love heals everything, and love is all there is"- Zukav

Erin
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since 2000-06-15

Posts 2527
~Chicago~

3 posted 2000-11-21 01:01 AM

Welcome to Passions!!!I hope that you enjoy it here!!!

I dont know what to say. I think that you are the only one who can honestly say if you are in love or not. Think with your heart it will tell you the answers.

Keep up the good work!!!

People leave our lives as quickly as they come, but the ones that mean something leave footprints in our hearts.

xShUgArHiGhx

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since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

4 posted 2000-11-21 04:51 PM

hey!! WELCOME TO PASSIONS!!!!! I know exactly how you feel cuz im going through the same exact thing! I eventually realized that i really do love this guy...he is one of my best friends and im absolutely crazy about him...but its up to you to figure that out..it'll come to you soon but it sounds like you really do love him. Welcome and i cant wait to see more!!

keoni
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since 2000-10-16

Posts 850
Up in the mountains in the NFC

5 posted 2000-11-21 05:44 PM

Both, but you love him more right now. This line tells me it all
"And its you whom I love with all of my heart, but its also you whom I can’t be with.
"
Because All you need is love. Of course you love this guy like a friend, but if he is what you think about all the time then you are in love with him. If you are not ready to be in love with him though, don't push it. I did this and it completely ruined a relationship with someone who I could spend the rest of my life with. It will come in time. The way you wrote this, it makes me sure. Just be patient and let it come
Keoni

Lakewalker
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since 2000-08-05

Posts 3289
On the streets w/ people

6 posted 2000-11-22 04:24 PM

Welcome to Passions

I don't really know what to say to you about this either. I'm with Erin, you're the one who has to figure out what's going on in the end. Great job on the poem, it's very expressive. I hope to see some more poems from you

!

"Disagreements stimulate thought, thought stimulates action, and action stimulates life." --Me!!

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Jenn Cirrincione

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since 2000-07-02

Posts 2107
Fl

7 posted 2000-11-22 05:02 PM

Welcome! Welcome!
This is a great start here, you are talented.
I think that you care very much for this person, and one day, you'll be able to tell more accuratly what your feelings are. Good luck!

xoxo
Jenn

"Guess I'm not smart, I let you un-nerve me, I let you control me; afraid the truth would hurt me, when it's you that hurts me more." TLC

Dopey Dope

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Member Patricius

since 2000-08-30

Posts 11132
San Juan, Puerto Rico

8 posted 2000-11-25 01:32 AM

Welcome to Passions!

I really won't say what i think because i dont think anybody has the right to just flat out give their opinion on what YOU feel for a person. That's quite personal and only YOU can know.

I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

I hate your socks. I'd like to burn them!

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

9 posted 2000-12-09 11:19 PM

WELCOME TO PASSIONS!!!

Sorry if it took me this long to reply to your poem. It's just that i haven't been around in a while

I do agree with Erin though. It's only you in the end who's gonna be able to determine how you really feel about him. Life is a learning process and if you judge your feelings the wrong way, let it be a learning experience. But if you are right, more power to you. thanks for sharing

I see no changes, wake up in the morning I ask myself, "Is life worth living or should I blast myself" TUPAC SHAKUR

Minister of Dissonance
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since 2000-12-10

Posts 20

10 posted 2000-12-10 11:01 PM

not love, perhaps infatuation or close friendship

*rage*
the great dissonant one

DancinQueen

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since 2000-07-29

Posts 1092
Kokomo,IN,USA

11 posted 2000-12-10 11:24 PM

IN love

When they're the only one you can image yourself with, and you go to sleep thinking about them and wakeup thinking about them. But be careful, make sure you take it slow so your feelings dont overpower you and you get so mixed up in your emotions, been there...be careful and take it slow and everything will work out in time

**DQ

¤Sometimes the hardest thing to get over, is something you never really had¤

kimmy
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since 2000-07-31

Posts 98

12 posted 2000-12-11 05:54 PM

welcome to passions...this was wonderful..i hope you keep writing more so i can readmore...

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