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AngelShell
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since 2000-03-01

Posts 446
not heaven nor hell so...

0 posted 2000-10-24 02:22 AM

I'd really like a few replies to this because it's something that I have to fight with everyday. I don't know if I will every get the courage to tell him how I feel...I don't think that I could handle the whole "you're a great person but..." or the "it's not you it's me..." or the "I hope we can still be friends..." not from him anyway. Isn't it ironic how everyone says these things to make the other person feel better but in a way they are only rubbing salt into the wounds...
Anywayz...I've talked too long...I hope you enjoy it and maybe he'll read this...maybe not (even if he did I'd doubt that he'd figure it was written about him.

I reach out everyday,
Offering all I have to you,
I’d gladly pay the highest price,
If you’d promise to be true.
But I won’t tell you how I feel,
I don’t have the courage you see,
And I tell myself not to think of you,
And how happy we could be.
But every time you turn away,
It tears my heart in two,
Every time you leave me alone,
The pain it feels so new.
I’ve been down this road before,
And I know it only ends in pain,
But I can’t move off the track,
So I’m destined for it yet again.
The strangest thing however is,
That there are times I’m sure you feel the same,
Those little times when I am sure,
I hear a little something when you say my name.
But those times they quickly fade,
And they seem so far away,
Could you ever be my love,
Could there ever be that day?

**Frienship often ends in love - but love never ends in friendship**

thug-a-licious
Junior Member

since 2000-08-08

Posts 27

1 posted 2000-10-24 02:34 PM

Angel this is a beautiful poem it really is! I've searched and searched to find a poem to match the way i was feeling, because i can't seem to write it myself and this ones it! It is sooooo good really it is! Keep your head up i know its hard but maybe things will work out for the best.
Alexis

branden726

Senior Member

since 2000-09-25

Posts 607
Bay City, MI

2 posted 2000-10-24 04:01 PM

WELL HEY IM GONNA PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE FOR TODAY IF THATS OKAY, N E WAYS THIS IS A VERY VERY BEAUTIFUL AND ON ALL THE POEMS IVE POSTED A REPLY IN IVE MAD A LITTLE COMMENT AND THAT WAS WE NEED TO REPLY! LOOK AT THIS POEM ITS WAY BETTER THEN SOME OF MINE BUT YOU GUYS STILL REPLY TO MINE SO PLZ FIND TIME TO REPLY TO AS MANY AS U CAN A DAY EVEN IF IT JUST SAYS GREAT POEM IT LETS US KNOW THAT SOMEONE READ IT
*~BRANDEN~*

"what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger"

Lakewalker
Member Elite

since 2000-08-05

Posts 3289
On the streets w/ people

3 posted 2000-10-24 04:48 PM

You know, I know the feeling "That there are times I’m sure you feel the same". Doesn't that just bug you, that you know that they must feel it too but there has to be that little speck of doubt that maybe you're just hoping that it's that way. Well anyway, i don't really know what to tell you about this, other than, if you feel this way than you should tell them directly because it's not going to get any easier trying to not feel it. And this was a really good poem, it expresses these feelings so well

"Disagreements stimulate thought, thought stimulates action, and action stimulates life." --Me!!

Suga_Baby
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since 2000-08-06

Posts 380
Maine, USA

4 posted 2000-10-24 05:23 PM

OMFG this was good! I can relate so well, I am going through something similar. I am seeig this guy and I THOUGHT we really had something and then yesterday he told me he is on love with his best girl friend and that if anything comes up between them, he and I have to stop seeing each other. It was so disappointing to think there was something there and then have it all WHISKED away! Good luck to you

Dopey Dope

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Member Patricius

since 2000-08-30

Posts 11132
San Juan, Puerto Rico

5 posted 2000-10-24 06:24 PM

Well this was great but courage must come out of you. I mean, either you get this guy or you don't. BUt you'd never want to live with the thought in your head "he coulda-been"....i mean the coulda-been's suck.
So i dont know.......fess up?

"I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust."

I hate your socks. I'd like to burn them!

DancinQueen

Senior Member

since 2000-07-29

Posts 1092
Kokomo,IN,USA

6 posted 2000-10-24 11:56 PM

Hi!

ya know..dopey's right..if its really meant to be, then you need to have the courage to tell him how you feel. trust me when i say that you'll feel SOO much better after you get that off your chest. ive been in the same position, and you win either way. because if he feels the same..then there ya go, happily ever after, and if he doesnt..then you'll know and you wont spend every hour of everyday wondering what hes feeling. so you win either way!

so go for it babe!

~!*DQ*!~

"One fine day you'll look at me and know that love was meant to be"
~Carol King

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

7 posted 2000-10-25 04:33 PM

Hey hun! very beautiful poem, i know exactly what its like to go through something like this and its complete hell. You have mixed feelings about how they feel about you but your not shur enough to say something but not doubting it enough to give up....very messed up feeling aint it? I really hope everything works out good in the end, but overall great poem!!

AngelShell
Member

since 2000-03-01

Posts 446
not heaven nor hell so...

8 posted 2000-10-25 11:22 PM

Thank you all so much for the replies...this one was special to me because I ususally write poems inspired by someone else, but this one was totally me.

I don't have the courage as of yet to tell him, but I hope that I will one day.

Thanks again.

Erin
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since 2000-06-15

Posts 2527
~Chicago~

9 posted 2000-10-26 01:26 PM

Angel~
I never had the courage to tell a guy how I felt...And sometimes I regreted it...I would wait for the guy to make a move from a fear of rejection...The guy I am with had the courage to tell me how he felt...I have been with him for almost 9 months now...And I am the happiest I have ever been...Dont pass up the chance to tell him how you feel...I mean why dont you give him this poem and just hint to him how you are feeling???

Look though alot of girls seem to be scared to tell guys how they feel...Just imagine what is on the guys mind when they try to get with her...They are taking a big chance...

Anyways good poem...

~*Love is sometimes like a rose. Beautiful in the beginning but dies in the end.*~

Acies

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Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-07

Posts 7665
Twilight Zone

10 posted 2000-10-31 09:44 AM

I do agree with Dopey and DancinQueen. You have to tell him what you are feeling. By not saying anything, seems like it's already tearing you apart. Don't hesitate, just say it, you'll feel better afterwards.

Thanks for sharing

I see no changes, wake up in the morning I ask myself, "Is life worth living or should I blast myself" TUPAC SHAKUR

DreamerGrl27
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since 2000-10-29

Posts 142

11 posted 2000-10-31 05:44 PM

Hey...this poem was really good...it's exactly how I felt about a guy last year. I was so in love with him...everything about him, things that no one else realized, I found amazing. Anyway I gave him a letter saying how I liked him at a school dance last year...and we never went out or anything, but when he knew how I felt he was so sweet, and a really good friend. And I know you want more than a friendship, because I did too, but I think it's a lot beter than nothing. I hope everything works out with him. And if it doesn't remember "he's just a guy, and there will be more."

keoni
Senior Member

since 2000-10-16

Posts 850
Up in the mountains in the NFC

12 posted 2000-10-31 07:42 PM

This poem is great. This sums up how I have been feeling better than anything I have written.I feel the exact same way. I agree that you should tell him. I told the girl that I felt this for, it hasn't changed anything between us on the outside, but she knows that door is open when she's ready to walk through it. It may not happen right away, or at all, but if you do all you can then the better chance you have. I hope some of this rambling is relevant.
Keoni

AngelShell
Member

since 2000-03-01

Posts 446
not heaven nor hell so...

13 posted 2000-11-04 09:49 PM

thanx guys, I really appreciate the replies.
You're all so wonderful.

Moon_Hunter
New Member

since 2000-09-04

Posts 7

14 posted 2000-11-04 10:56 PM

This poem is great. It is definetly great.

This poem is definetly written with a lot of heart. Keep up the good work

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