if i die

if i die
i want you to know
that i didnt want to go
i really wanted to go home

i didnt want to leave you
without sayin goodbye
i wanted to see you again
to look you eye to eye

i wanted to say thanks
for all you've done for me
thanks for the love and patience
and for all those things that i didnt see

if i die
i dont want you to cry
i want you live a great life
and tell me what i missed when you die

please remeber me
but please dont dwell
please remeber the good times
and when the bad come, say oh well

please remeber that it wasnt your fault
please remeber i dont blame you
for as much as i loved my life
ill probably like heaven too

please dont cry
all is good and well
i know you miss me
and i miss you as well

if i can chose my heaven
all my memories will be there
especially the ones of you
because without you life would be bare

but remeber most of all that i didnt die without a fight
because i didnt want to leave you
and i never will
i will always stay with you
always

i wrote this poem cuz i was sittin in the car on a road trip and started thinkin about what would happen if i got in a wreck and died, of if u jus died in general, so i wrote this to my girlfriend AND my mom
thx for reading guys and say all u want about the poem, i enjoy the harsh words
hehe
CLB