Dark Poetry #2 |
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Open Wound |
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ChibiDeathscythe Member
since 2000-06-09
Posts 128 |
I wrote this poem after I had a good long cry...and I hadn't been able to find the tears in a while. I wrote it after a very deep, old wound had been opened again....by happy memories I had forgotten. I shan't go into further detail....lest I bore you. ;} I am sore, I am swollen, and I do not smile upon living this way. And all the while, I believe I will live until tommorow, you can take the things you wanted to borrow. And I cry again. I cry because an old wound is opened again, and from its seams spouts blood from within my fragile, shaking, trembling being I cannot stop the memories I am seeing. And they hurt. They hurt not because they are the worst, Dear God, believe me, they are the first I remember when I think of the good old days but now there is no reason for the sun's rays. And that, in itself kills me. But now, I am afraid I must say goodbye, to what used to be, their future was a lie. I bid the summer's eve farewell, and say hello to a living hell. "Suicides have already betrayed the body. Still born, they don't always die, bu dazzled, they can't forget a drug so sweet that even children would look on and smile." -- "Wanting to Die" by Anne Sexton Adversity Builds character. - Japanese Proverb "'Even a fool has one talent'.....darn, I'm not even a fool." - My sister, the master of cunning wit |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
This was powerful and emotional ... Hope you are indeed feeling better after that cry and venting with this poem. ![]() I'll tell you this...... No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn..... ~Isis~ (Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit) |
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lotharingia Senior Member
since 2000-06-04
Posts 897saarbruecken, Germany |
Oh dear! Such a passionate display of defeatism here. Don't forget about all the good things that can still happen though! Lotharingia "For God's sake, he's a poet. Poets are meant to feel miserable. Otherwise, what the hell are they here for? What are they going to write about?" Tom Holland |
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gothicmoth Member
since 2000-06-05
Posts 89 |
I can't believe anyone who calls themselves "chibi" could write something so heart-wrenching. Isn't Duo the happy-go-lucky one? *wink* I empathized with this poem, though. Wounds have to be cleansed from time to time in order to heal. I especially liked the 3 lines inbetween the stanzas by themselves. They stood out and spoke to me, but then I'm always reading between the lines. Thank you for this glimpse at your soul. |
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SpitFire Member Elite
since 2000-04-19
Posts 2396 |
~Holy Moly,...ouch!!! Such a sad and heart wrenching piece of poetry. Allow the light to peek in on you. This is so well written and straight from within...the best kind ![]() |
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brian madden Member Elite
since 2000-05-06
Posts 4374ireland |
Memories can bring pain. I hope your wound heals, a powerful and sad poem. thanks for sharing ------------------------ "Take nothing but pictures. Leave nothing but footprints. Kill nothing but time". Baltimore Grotto "To be nobody-but-yourself-in a world which is doing its best night and day, to make you everybody else - means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting." E.E Cummings. "Art is a lie which makes us realise the truth." Pablo Picasso "You do not destroy an idea by killing people; you replace it with a better one". Edward Keating ----- |
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Portia Member
since 2000-05-18
Posts 157 |
Wow. I saw this poem the way I see my own fits of sadness sometimes... the pain comes in waves, abates, and then I start thinking again. What a great portrait of tears. |
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ChibiDeathscythe Member
since 2000-06-09
Posts 128 |
Thanks everyone for your replies! Isis - I do feel better after venting....It takes a lot for me to cry I suppose.....but when I do....I cry completely. lotharingia - I guess I first didn't notice the defeatist attitude of this poem.....it was just the emotion of the moment I suppose ![]() gothicmoth - I am thrilled to know someone here knows the relevance of words like "Chibi" and "Deathscythe" lol ;} SpitFire - I try my best to let my poetry come from within ![]() brian madden - Yes....particular memories bring tremendous pain....and I hope my wounds will heal soon ![]() Portia - I am glad my poem fit you somehow ![]() "Baka mo ichi-gei - Even a fool has one talent." - Japanese Proverb "Suicides have already betrayed the body. Still born, they don't always die, bu dazzled, they can't forget a drug so sweet that even children would look on and smile." -- "Wanting to Die" by Anne Sexton Adversity Builds character. - Japanese Proverb "'Even a fool has one talent'.....darn, I'm not even a fool." - My sister, the master of cunning wit |
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