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Why I Am the Way I am |
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Dark_kisses_Within Senior Member
since 2000-03-21
Posts 680Kansas 
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Through all the years < !signature-->Of having no life I am what they consider A battered house wife I walk with my head Facing the ground Never looking up To see who's around My heart beats slowly For it has been broke Torn and tattered With no sign of hope My eyes no longer shine As they once did before They show my weary past Saddness to the core My thoughts aim To the darkened days It seems to protect me From other's evil ways I do not mean To whine and cry Just give me some time To understand why Why I survived The long dark years Once loving a man That lived off my fears My heart has scars That go so very deep It bleeds each night As I drift off to sleep You see ....... Feeling the love That I have for you Sends me to shivers For I know its true I have never felt What you give to me It scares me to pieces I have never been free So ......... Take a few steps back Look at who I am I cant change over night No matter how hard I cram I told you from the start That I have alot to learn No one ever cared enough I was never their concern No person is worth your tears, and the only one that is ...... will never make you cry [This message has been edited by Dark_kisses_Within (edited 12-18-2000).] |
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firejerm Member
since 2000-06-13
Posts 217Springfield, OH, good ol USA |
Your wish is my command *POOF* Jeremy "Those little slices of death, how I loathe them." -Edgar Allen Poe |
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firejerm Member
since 2000-06-13
Posts 217Springfield, OH, good ol USA |
Your wish is my command *POOF* Jeremy "Those little slices of death, how I loathe them." -Edgar Allen Poe |
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Xeonox
since 2000-04-01
Posts 1764CA, USA |
Great work. I loved every line. I have lost my poetic touch, but it seems that you have yours. Great work. Ronil (The sweet sound of summer sends serenity through my soul searching for that evermore solitude.) |
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Jesse Jaymz Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708Youngstown, ohio |
Great poem hun *hugs* and who ever the person is that has won your heart is a very lucky guy. i hope he knows that.  i would give anything to be him. *hugs* great piecelove ya jesse Once upon a time there was a light in my life, now theres only love in the dark, There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart. |
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Scarlet Lady Member
since 2000-02-11
Posts 242Midwest |
Wow girl how much I identify! Same song....same dance that I have lived by. I am so sorry that you have to "FIGHT" to love again! I know that feeling all too well. When you have this incredible desire inside that is so much a part of you that you breathe it, and yet are so afraid seemingly (not even of your own accord) to freely let it out because of "FEAR"! So if I may, I am putting the lines of a fav song I have by Celine Dion. Although, I know they sound good and they are true, I also know they are difficult to live by. But we can get through it, if we take one day at a time and with the help of others. Hang in there!!! Your FULL capacity to love and be loved will bloom again if you don't allow fear to kill it. Be sure to read the stanza about fear. It is so us....so true! Take care girl. Beautiful expression here by the way, helped me alot! Falling into you (Billy Steinberg / Rick Nowels / Marie Clire D'Ubaldo) And in your eyes I see ribbons of color I see us inside of each other I feel my unconscious merge with yours And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers" I'm falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you I was afraid to let you in here Now I have learned love can't be made in fear The walls begin to tumble down And I can't even see the ground I'm falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Catch me, don't let me drop! Love me, don't ever stop! So close your eyes and let me kiss you And while you sleep I will miss you |
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Verve Member
since 1999-06-23
Posts 348Singapore |
As always ... U amaze me ... Your poems are always so wonderful to read and i can always relate so much to them. I really like this one too ... Nice. ~verve |
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firecrakker Member
since 2000-10-20
Posts 235Virginia |
You truly have a special heart...and I'm sure he knows it and will give you the time you need . I wish you well and hope that you don't change too much.. Sheila |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
I too danced the danced - emotional abuse at least. He nearly killed my spirit, I had no self confidence etc just as you describe. It was a battle of a couple of years but I fought back. I love who and what I am and I will never lose that again for any man. Also I know those feelings of fear when you are starting to love another... *hugs of understanding* Great stuff Isis *I believe every time you put your words to paper, you change. Each feeling is set free, and you may follow.....* ~Isis~~Sovereign of the Spirit. |
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MysticWonders Member
since 2000-12-11
Posts 60Massapequa NY |
HI!*S* I don't post replies to many but this caught me..and put my heart in my throught...I know this all to well..i spent 8yrs of my life with someone who abused me but i still loved..Why? i don't know...I still have a hard time with love and seem to mess it up some how..because i am always on my guard to others  but it will come in time..and you will mend..i did but it is a tough situation to be brought out of and some people don't realize this....but it will happend in your own time...and when you are ready....to love again...the feeling will be so amazing*S* good luck!If you can't be true to yourself...you won't be true to others :( |
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