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Why I cry |
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Allysa 
since 1999-11-09
Posts 1952In an upside-down garden 
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There's so much pain inside of me, so much I wonder why, and when the tears flow freely, you wonder why I cry. I cry because I'm hurting, there's an empty space, I cry because I hate you, for taking away the grace. I cry because I want, just to be with you. I cry because there is nothing, not a thing I can do. I cry because the world hurts, and no one seems to care, so if you understand me, just try to be there. ---------------------------------------------------- Do you ever feel the tears coming, but they never do>? Don't wander throught this glassy surface, expecting to find more than me, because what I am without a purpose, but a lone mirage to see. |
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Erin Member Elite
since 2000-06-15
Posts 2527~Chicago~ |
Whoever is making you feel like this isnt worth your tears. Actually no one is. You spilled out your feelings really well. And I give you props for that. ~*Love is sometimes like a rose. Beautiful in the beginning but dies in the end.*~ |
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Dark_kisses_Within Senior Member
since 2000-03-21
Posts 680Kansas |
Awwwww I can feel your pain in this one. I too, have been here. So many days I wanted to just give up. Yet here I am still. The hurt does go away, well at least mine did. It takes time and many steps forward for this to happen though. Luck be with you DkW No person is worth your tears, and the only one that is ...... will never make you cry |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Allysa...I have felt this way before...I will share this poem with you I wrote sometime ago One Tear Follows one tear then another each accepting the one above until the heaviness is too much to bear and they begin their flow with each tear comes a memory of a time of smiling eyes laughing lines and sensations uncontrolled a beginning to an end an end to a beginning the mind swirls searching for that right mix a balance of thoughts to bring back those smiles to bring back your taste to bring back the feel of you lips drying up from lack of your kisses eyes closing to all dreams never seen mind emptying of wants that never realize body forgetting the ache that once was one tear then another each accepting the one above until the heaviness is too much to bear and they continue their flow... Crying can cleanse our soul wishing you happiness, always  ~Wynter "The worst prison would be a closed heart". ...Pope John Paul II |
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Allysa
since 1999-11-09
Posts 1952In an upside-down garden |
Erin: there is no one except larry  ( whose name does not deserve a capital letter) to make me cry. Justin sometimes upsets me, but I don't really cry over that. When I cry it's scary because I seem to roll around and shake and everything get's blurry. DW, thank you for replying. Wynter: You are making me cry. That poem reminds me so much of Justin and Jesica. Allysa Don't wander throught this glassy surface, expecting to find more than me, because what I am without a purpose, but a lone mirage to see. |
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LM Senior Member
since 2000-08-03
Posts 585 |
Wow, I know what you mean... sometimes I want to cry for no reason and all the reasons together at the same time... Great poem, take care! "Most girls want a man with the mean green Don't wanna dance if he can't be Everything that I dream up A man that understands real love" |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone |
All good reasons to cry, but I hope you do feel better soon. It isn't easy, I know. Take care. Sandra |
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taramw Senior Member
since 2000-06-08
Posts 738 |
This is really good Yeah, have had the same feelings... especially with the tears coming but they never do. Take care.~ Tara ~ "A poem should not mean, but be" - Archibald MacLeish |
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Allysa
since 1999-11-09
Posts 1952In an upside-down garden |
thanks all for replying. it's nice to know ya care. |
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Acies
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Member Rara Avis
since 2000-06-07
Posts 7665Twilight Zone |
That's the situation thatactually hurts more. When the tears don't come out, it means it's really bad. Keep up the good work and keep sharing I see no changes, wake up in the morning I ask myself, "Is life worth living or should I blast myself" TUPAC SHAKUR |
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firejerm Member
since 2000-06-13
Posts 217Springfield, OH, good ol USA |
The tears never come because sooner or later we cry too many and they just dry out. I've been there with you (I know that sounds cliche), but I have. Nice work Look forward to more.Jeremy "Those little slices of death, how I loathe them." -Edgar Allen Poe |
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EagleOne Member Elite
since 2000-03-07
Posts 2829Between a laugh and a tear... |
I understand, as will many here, take care! "The heart and soul have no illusion of boundries when friendship is the quest" ~ My Angel. |
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Allysa
since 1999-11-09
Posts 1952In an upside-down garden |
thank you all for replying. It's nice to know you care~ |
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Dopey Dope
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Member Patricius
since 2000-08-30
Posts 11132San Juan, Puerto Rico |
yea ive felt the tears come and they dont. It's like i cry so much or i just feel so bad that the tears never really have the inniciative or drive to just come up. whats even more crappier than crying is not being able to cry!  "I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust." I hate your socks. I'd like to burn them! |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Yes just recently I was hurting and I couldn't cry...and I was wondering why I couldn't...weird feeling...later I was able to cry by thinking about something else and then I could think about all the unhappiness I have been feeling lately.. Reminds me of the time I drank about 20 cups of coffee socializing with friends and that night I couldn't sleep and I wanted to sleep so bad but I couldn't...so I stoped drinking coffee for about a year after that because I was so mad that I couldn't go to sleep...now 2 or 3 is my limit..James |
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Allysa
since 1999-11-09
Posts 1952In an upside-down garden |
Before everyone at my school knew exactly what happened to Jesica, back when we were just aware that the police were at her house, I said I didn't think I could cry for her b/c I thought it was just her brother getting into trouble again. When I found out what happened, I just started bawling. I cry A LOT!!!  Morning rain fell on my window, and I can't see at all. Even if I could it would all be gray, put your picture on my wall, it reminds me that it's not |
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