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CrazyPrincessAngelDevil
Junior Member

since 2000-09-16

Posts 36
Fitchburg, Ma, Usa

0 posted 2000-09-30 11:06 PM

As I look the day has passed me by so fast
Not knowing what's going to happen to me
I'm scared

All day I thought what if I die
No one cares only my boyfriend and my mom
My life's going to drift away soon

My body gets weaker everyday
I see days go by and I cry
Wishing that days weren't hard

But I am trapped in my wheelchair
While others have fun in their lifes
I am so trapped in my own world

Wishing that the doctors
Could help me
With my spasms

I cry I cry
No one hears me
Except myself

Tears come down my eyes
Wishing still that someone would care
I guess that is how life is going to be

But I'll be fine
Once I find myself
Again when will that be...

I am not dying I have a physical disability called Cerble Palsy. My back curves and its making my R weaker. Any questions on this poem email me at [email protected] or IM me at Champ00grl

Xeonox

Senior Member

since 2000-04-01

Posts 1764
CA, USA

1 posted 2000-10-01 12:25 PM

People often do not care until it is too late or it affects them directly. I cannot say I feel your pain, but I do hope you get everything you want in life (which is impossible). GO with the flow and things will look better.

Ronil (The sweet sound of summer sends serenity through my soul searching for that evermore solitude.)

Poet deVine

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Member Seraphic

since 1999-05-26

Posts 22612
Hurricane Alley

2 posted 2000-10-01 09:05 AM

I admire your strength! Keep writing and putting your feelings into your poetry, your words will undoubtably help others and shed some light on how we all feel! Thank you for sharing this with us.

CrazyPrincessAngelDevil
Junior Member

since 2000-09-16

Posts 36
Fitchburg, Ma, Usa

3 posted 2000-10-01 10:22 AM

thank you for replying peace ~*~CPAD~*~

Erin
Member Elite

since 2000-06-15

Posts 2527
~Chicago~

4 posted 2000-10-01 02:48 PM

CPAD~~~I admire you that you have courage to write about what you are going through. If that was me I dont think I would be able to do it. I dont know much about what you are going through. But I will learn about it. Thank you for sharing this with us and showing us your point of view.

It TaKeS a MiNuTe To LiKe SoMeOnE, aN hOuR tO hAvE a CrUsH oN sOmEoNe & A dAy To FaLl In LoVe, BuT iT tAkEs A lIfEtImE tO fOrGeT sOmEoNe.

Kethry
Member Rara Avis

since 2000-07-29

Posts 9082
Victoria Australia

5 posted 2000-10-02 06:48 AM

CPAD, Hang in there. I'm not going to say it will get better cause it may not, but I will say, take everything you can from each day and lean on others when you have no strength. Great write.
Kethry

"It is the image in the mind that links us to lost treasures;
but it is the loss that shapes the image,
gathers the flowers weaves the garland."-

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