Dark Poetry #2 |
Flood of Memories |
Lil OnE Member
since 1999-12-14
Posts 234Pasco County. Fl. |
Can somebody help me? Tell me what's wrong? I'm happy here, but it's all coming back... the lonliness, the emptiness, the hate and the fear. They're supposed to be gone. Things once brightly colored are now turning gray. How I hate this feeling, please make it go away. Don't leave me here tonight, I don't want to stay and fight. I need your hand to steady me, to pick me up when I fall. To guide me and protect me from whatever comes my way. I don't understand this. I don't have to rely on pills to be able to be myself. I want it to leave, but the more I wish for it's destruction, the higher the waves of my memory are that crash upon my head drowning me... killing me... can somebody help me? Tell me whats wrong. I run, I fall. I walk, I sometimes crawl. I give, I take. I bend and yet somehow I break ~Lil OnE~ |
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poutprincess Senior Member
since 2000-07-06
Posts 735Perth, Western Australia, Australia |
happiness is a wonderful place to be in, but it can be very unsettling to have bad feelings rise up within agian.....just focus all your energy on what is right with you (like the happiness) and forget about what is wrong with you (that rising gloom)..the less you pay attention to sadness, the quicker it fades......great poem...hope all is well. ~Dawn "Steady as it comes, right down to you, I've said it all, so maybe we're a Bliss of another kind" Bliss-Tori Amos |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
I think when we go thru something very stressful or sad it leaves scars... sometimes the past comes to visit us but as time goes by the visits are less frequent and less intense...thats my experiences... Trying to fill the now with good memories so I can look back on those...James |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
James is spot on, each time they (the memories) come back they are a little weaker and less frequent. Hold onto the good memories and make some more to help banish the bad. Well written *Friendship is a horizon - which expands whenever we approach it...* ~Isis~Goddess~~Sovereign of the Spirit~ |
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