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Nikolette Sadness

Member

since 2000-07-29

Posts 337
port richey fl.

0 posted 2000-08-27 12:29 PM

i haven't posted in a few days...been kinda busy worrying about life...alot has gone on in the past week...this is for my bf...i wrote it earlier today...but then when we were together tonight...i think somthing clicked...

~Afraid to love~
no sparks
no fireworks
no butterflies
in me
no real feelings
as far as i can see
feelings bad
but happy too
i never could
feel bad for you
i dreamed of this
now unwanted bliss
you're not him
and now i fear
your hearts dear love
is too sincere
no sparks
no fireworks
no butterflies
so near
no feelings of love
truth becomes so clear
goodbye i say
in another way
because my heart
is afraid to love.

Nikolette Sadness

i was once in love and happy...but you can call me Sadness.

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

1 posted 2000-08-27 01:03 AM

HA..ha...Nickolette go ahead and enjoy yourself...
I have the same feelings as you but actually it is a fear of being hurt again...we remember what happened the last time we fell in Love...we got hurt...but it doesn't always have to be like that...perhaps you are only remembering the end result a time when love didn't really work out...love and romance can be lots of enjoyment also...when two connect in loves embrace...and I'm talking about appreciation and admiration and sharing the beauty of life....James

!!!
Member

since 2000-08-12

Posts 137
VA (U.S.A)

2 posted 2000-08-27 02:09 AM

Its always funny how you prepare for one thing, then something TOTALLY different happens. It's like the whole if-you-want-peace-prepare-for-war-thing. Anyway, nice poem. Good luck in life.

sonjes
Senior Member

since 2000-02-18

Posts 564
North Carolina

3 posted 2000-08-27 09:35 PM

I say never be afraid to let go! Regret is a terrible, terrible waste of time and clinging to memories will only hinder you...

OK...now that is what your poem made me think of..I don't even know if I am on the right track with this one...but your poem made ME reflect for a moment, which usually means that I like.

Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence.
-Enigma

LOTR
Member

since 2000-07-31

Posts 68
New Jersey

4 posted 2000-08-27 10:28 PM

Had these feelings with someone recently, bad place to be.
Glad to hear things clicked, keep up the great work
Richi

Look back at your past, but don't stare too long.You might not like what you find

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