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after all we've been through (you left me...)
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after all we've been through (you left me...) |
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Virgin Suïcide Member
since 2000-08-11
Posts 319Netherlands |
Now you just sit and listen to what I've got to say Don't walk away like the last time I tried I cried and I cried everytime I did it to myself again You WERE always there to listen to my story And you told me what to do and helped me with my feelings But now you just run away scared of your own You tell me you don't love me anymore from now on You just don't want it anymore But how can you say this after all we've been through? You told me you loved me now and forever Forever we'd be friends no matter what happened We'd be together together as one But now you just say it's over like nothing ever happened And I trusted you shared my deepest feelings Why did you do this and left me alone Alone with my feelings no one who is there It's hard to live on without you but I have to I guess... "I love the way you love, but I hate the way, I'm supposed to love you back..." Love is hard to live... Try to live life in love.... |
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darkstar Member
since 2000-08-09
Posts 230Port Richey, Fl, USA |
Good poem. If you need someone to talk to I'm there for ya... Dark Star |
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Virgin Suïcide Member
since 2000-08-11
Posts 319Netherlands |
ey...thanx darkstar! I'm kinda falling away from my life I guess....again... but I hope I will get over it or something... I really do... < !signature-->love, Virgin Suïcide... "I love the way you love, but I hate the way, I'm supposed to love you back..." Love is hard to live... Try to live life in love.... [This message has been edited by Virgin Suïcide (edited 08-21-2000).] |
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Janie Member
since 2000-08-13
Posts 158 |
Virgin Suicide, I can really relate to what you've written here. I once had a deep friendship with someone who I had told all my woes to, of past relationship garbage, the hurtful things others had put me through and then he and I became "more than friends" and dated for a long time. When our relationship ended, for no reason other than "it just happens", not only was I devastated because I'd lost my boyfriend (I had to withdraw from school that semester, too depressed to go to class) but I'd lost my best friend too. It was really hard for a long time, but with God's help, I made it through. There's someone special out there just for you, you just haven't found that person yet. It may be hard to see now, but Garth Brooks says it so well when he says, "Thank God for unanswered prayers" (if you don't know the song, it's about a guy who runs into his old high school sweetheart who broke his heart at his reunion. He reminisces about the past and how much the breakup had hurt him but then comes to the realization that if God had answered his prayer to put this "old" love back in his life, he wouldn't be w/his wife) Also there's a book you may want to read that's short about lost love. It's told thru poems about breaking up and surviving called "How to survive the loss of a love". It's pretty good-helped me. Take care, Janie |
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Virgin Suïcide Member
since 2000-08-11
Posts 319Netherlands |
heya Jamie! < !signature-->thnx for your reply! but with this guy and me, it was just a really close friendship, not more than that...although everyone thought so...but we never had anything or so... I had some problems with it too, and kinda because of that I have to do this year again... and btw, I don't believe.... love, Virgin Suïcide... "I love the way you love, but I hate the way, I'm supposed to love you back..." Love is hard to live... Try to live life in love.... [This message has been edited by Virgin Suïcide (edited 08-22-2000).] |
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LM Senior Member
since 2000-08-03
Posts 585 |
Hi. Great poem, I can really relate... I was best friends with this guy for 5 years, but you know what they say about platonic friendship... yes, exactly, it doesn't exist! Although I was never inlove with him, he really meant a lot to me (still does) so I never really wanted to tell him a cold definite NO and I also thought that maybe with time I will fall inlove and we'll live happily ever after yadda,yadda,yadda... Well guess what? He finally gave up hope it'll happen and we had a terrible fight I never thought possible between us. Once again, platonic friendship between a guy and a girl doesn't exist! But I realised I don't want to lose him though he made it PRETTY CLEAR he's not gonna speak to me again ever! But I am not one who gives up so quickly! And I hope we'll come back being good friends (or more...)  So don't give up! Tell him ALL YOU GOT TO SAY! Ciao! |
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LM Senior Member
since 2000-08-03
Posts 585 |
P.S. Sorry it was kinda long and boring... just had to spill it out! |
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Virgin Suïcide Member
since 2000-08-11
Posts 319Netherlands |
hehe, it's ok...but I think he's kinda like your guy...although we didn't have a fight...it was just very sudden and it's still kinda weird, and I don't want to give him up, but I just want to be friends with him...just like we were before I guess... AND I WON'T GIVE UP!!!! love, Virgin Suïcide... "I love the way you love, but I hate the way, I'm supposed to love you back..." Love is hard to live... Try to live life in love.... |
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