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To call you "friend"
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To call you "friend" |
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SEA 
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since 2000-01-18
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I used to call you "friend" but I don't know you anymore You've shut me out closed your heart's door God, how I miss you your special name for me It'd make me so happy hearing you call out~"Sue-Bee!" We used to share and laugh and joke and such ~now we never talk~ it hurts me so much Maybe you've changed or feel we've grown apart Can't you see you're still here in my heart? It doesn't matter ~I try to pretend~ But I just want to call you "friend" -SEA- |
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suthern
since 1999-07-29
Posts 20723Louisiana |
The ache this poem describes so well is all too familiar. *S* Well done, SEA! |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
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Suthern~ thanks. It's for my "best friend" (not counting my hubby). We had been friends since I was 16 and he was 20. Now that he is married, I seemed to have fallen off the planet. It really hurts me. I e-mailed this to them this morning. I wonder if I'll hear anything back?-SEA |
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Danny Holloway Member Elite
since 2000-01-15
Posts 2034Tulsa, OK |
Sea, you write of one of love's difficult circumstances. Many friendships turn into love, but so unlikely is friendship comfortable after love becomes the past. Hope it works out for you. Well written poem! Danny [This message has been edited by Danny Holloway (edited 02-17-2000).] |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
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Danny~ I love him very much. We never had a lover's relationship.Always and only ever friends.love him~not IN love with him. I'm glad you liked this. I cried hard this morning.-SEA |
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Denise
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since 1999-08-22
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This is so touching, SEA. I hope you hear from them! Denise |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
SEA~ Friendships are tended and often mended by cultivating and not waiting until the friendship becomes a 'mend'-ship. Just remember that the friendship between you need not change... perhaps it can be re-arranged. Loving friendships are difficult enough to find ... much less to maintain. Try to keep in touch with your friend. Love ya' ~Marge~ ~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~ noles1@totcon.com |
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sweetcollege_girl Senior Member
since 1999-12-03
Posts 872just about where I want to be |
I loved your poem SEA..I feel the same way right now..My friend moved to NC, and I haven't heard from him since  Anyway, I e-mailed him too, this morning..I hope he e-mails me back! here's hoping! *crosses her fingers*stay coool  ~~Lavada~~ "For every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth, there is an ear somewhere to hear it For every love, there is a heart somewhere to receive it".--Ivan Panin |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
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Denise~ thank you  Marge~ you made me cry some more this morning! I keep trying to reach out to him and his wife~nothing but respect for her~ Got a Christmas card but I write long e-mails and get zero reply, hope this will get through. I do not want to let go.-SEA (thank you for the beautiful reply) SweetC-girl, you snuck in there, I'll keep 'em crossed for you too! -SEA [This message has been edited by SEA (edited 02-17-2000).] |
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tori Senior Member
since 1999-06-18
Posts 520Mechanicsville, Maryland, USA |
SEA this really touched my heart, I cried too.. I am also at a lost with a friend and I have no idea why?? I think the not knowing is the killer.... Very expressive words here my friend good luck to you ! If with pen in hand I've made you think I've not wasted one drop of ink Vlh. visit my site~ http://www.hsanet.net/user/dkm/hellomy.htm |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
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tori~ Yea, the not knowing why is the hardest part. I hope it works out for you with your friend! |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
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I posted this earlier today. I e-mailed it to my friend first. I haven't heard from them yet. I get the feeling, I won't. -SEA |
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Corinne Member Ascendant
since 1999-10-28
Posts 5167state of confusion |
So sad when this happens...Best of luck to you! Corinne |
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WhtDove Member Rara Avis
since 1999-07-22
Posts 9245Illinois |
Sorry to hear that SEA. You've described the hurt you feel very well in your poem! Not easy to lose a friend. Maybe a jealous wife? <*\\\>< There's only two ways you can go... One way you can save your riches, And the other will save your soul. Rich Mullins |
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Cerenity Member Elite
since 2000-02-16
Posts 2637Escondido-California |
Dearest, SEA Before I even read Whtdoves reply I had the same thought, I had the very same thing happen to me and it took along time to get over it but I had to realize that It was not me that did anything. I still love my friend dearly but things have changed. Posting this poem and a wonderful one at that is a very strong thing to do I hope only the best for you. Cerenity |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
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Corinne~ thanks WhtDove~ I have no idea if she is jealous. She has no reason to be. There is nothing for her to be jealous over. He married her not me. I married Jon not Todd. I think she just doesn't like me. Heck I don't know. That is the worst-I have no idea. I'm glad you liked this, and thanks. Cerenity~thank you. This is really hard. I want to scream. I checked the e-mail this morning-nothin. If I could just hear it from him, then I could deal with it. I feel like a part of me is slipping away and I don't know how to stop it. -SEA |
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Parker Member Elite
since 2000-01-06
Posts 3129ON |
Sea, really loved this poem. I remember friends that were so close as teens, and now they seem so different. Like I never even knew them at all, like waking up from a dream. I don't even like to think about it sometimes cause it makes no sense. I more so expect that routine with relationships but not friends. |
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Martie
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since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Even though what you feel is a loving friendship, his wife may see it differently--Jealousy is a hard thing to contend with. Lovely and sad poem. |
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tracie66 Member Elite
since 2000-01-18
Posts 4713Australia |
Sea I'm glad you said you e-mailed this poem to your friend maybe he'll read it and reply I hope... HUGS Tracie |
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PoeticKnight Senior Member
since 2000-01-20
Posts 1144New Orleans, LA |
SEA-I really feel the emotions in this one. I miss my "girl" friends. But things change and its hard to keep that friendship you had when you were single and now both are married. I haven't thought about it in awhile, but your poem brought it out. |
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SEA
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since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
Haleyja~ we stayed so close for 10 years, only the last 3 have been wierd. I hope I'm making more out of this than there really is. Martie~ I hope she isn't. I have so much respect for the woman who finally tamed that boy's heart! If she is, there is nothing I can do to change that.My husband feels a little jealous, but he knows I love him more than the air I breathe and that Todd and I have been friends for 13 years. That's it. Tracie~ thank you for the hugs. I think I might call this weekend. Maybe I'll get to talk to him and straighten these feelings out,or even find out why Jeannie is so stubborn!  -SEAJML~ I know, when I married my first husband, Todd said he'd never let anything stop us from being friends. Then, he got with her and I fell off the planet. I understand, I just miss his friendship. [This message has been edited by SEA (edited 02-18-2000).] |
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BSC
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since 2000-02-04
Posts 2919New York, USA |
SEA - Am in exactly the same position right now, best friend, next door neighbors...she won't speak to me hasn't for over a month, I don't know what I did either and she won't give me a chance to even talk....it hurts, I know just how you feel....and it came through in your beautiful poem....Good luck, hope you hear from him |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
I understand |
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